Honestly it's been fuckin hell, why tf can't I be "happy" like you are, why can't I be in something that you said "you've always loved him". I'm in a shitty situation, every fuckin god damn night I have had constant lucid dreams of me and you together and I can't take it anymore. You fucked me up so hard my mind is scarred with all of the shit we have done together. I'm not pissed that she found someone else, I'm pissed that she still haunts my fuckin mind and won't just leave me alone. Get tf out of my fucking mind I'm over closing my eyes every night and seeing you in my dreams, holding eachothers hands and all of that other bullshit. LEAVE ME ALONE FOR FUCK SAKES GET OUT OF MY HEAD. I don't even care if I have you in my life anymore just get out of my head
