I've had a really bad rough patch in pole for a few weeks now for a variety of reasons, and life in general has been treating me pretty crappy as well. This weekend everything came to a head and I fell apart. Amongst my crisis was the question of what my strengths (if any) were at pole. I know what they used to be, but I'm not sure what they are now, or if I even have any. What I do know is that I finally got 2 moves that I have struggled with for years. One for at least 2 years and one for closer to 5. This weekend I wouldn't have posted this video, or admitted to how long it took me to get these moves, because I would have been ashamed since I feel like I should have gotten them much sooner. But today I'm pretty proud. Not only because I finally got them, but also because of the HUGE smile in my superman. Which @whitetiger1213 commented on immediately. I'm sure I'll continue to have bad pole stretches, but I know I need to be nicer to myself and remember that everything clicks for people at a different pace. #pdtwistedgripayesha #twistedgripayesha #pdayesha #pdsuperman #pdshouldermount #polestudent #staticpole #poletricks #polecombos #curvygirl #curvyathlete #curvygirlspole #polersofig #poledance #pointyourtoes #noonesgonnadietoday #progress #ceeceeshehepoleclan #rocpolefitness (at ROC Pole & Fitness) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8btghmB9v0/?igshid=12r2p1w8bpqwd
