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ahh no actually. i broke up with her. i dont like talking about tthings like this a lot on tumblr but i have gotten this ask a lot and i dont kknow who from, but i might as well jjust answer. I broke up with her because there are a lot of conflicting things in my life right now, such as me struggling to find out who i am as a person, my sexuality, and a lot of other things thhat dont need to be talked about. 

the important thing to know is that she's wonderful. astrid is the best friend you could ever ask for, shes beautiful and perfect in every way, and she was and is everything you'd ever want in a girlfriend. our break up was absolutely and entirely my fault alone, because she deserves the absolute best and i cant provide that where i am in life right now. 

i dont know whats going on with me honestly my sexuality is bothering me and i feel like im leaning more towards the aro spectrum more and more these days but im just not sure. i'd really rather get all that sorted out and figured out before i enter relationships again. im really sorry.