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  -Shh! -He said.

-Foolish! -I turned to face him, entwining my legs around his waist and started a calm kiss. He put me sitting on the sink and put my hair behind my ear.

-I love you forever did you know?

-Of course I knew I’m irresistible! -Joked as I bit his bottom lip.

-You are right. -He laughed.

-I think about our marriage… I dream about it. Do not know if you will want the same, but...

-Of course I will. -He smiled. Let's get married tomorrow!

-No, not tomorrow.

-Why?

-Because tomorrow someone is getting older.

-Ugh I hate birthdays. -I always hated birthdays, it was something so stupid and unnecessarily.

-Why do you hate?

-Why people get older, and the older, more bland.

-Oh so you mean that when I get older won’t you like me anymore?

-No.

-Are you sure?

-Yeah. –I laughed with his angry face. –Do you want to know why?

-Why? -He would get away from me to pretend I was touching the phone, but I pulled him back and held him by the waistband.

-Look who's here! -Mike came through the door holding the most beautiful baby in the world. He was beautiful because it looked just like Mike. -My angel! that beautiful boy! -Got Otis in my lap and kissed his cheek. He smiled very beautiful. -He's beautiful, is not it? -Mike exclaimed. -Sure! Look who is the father! I am! -Everyone laughed. -I hope he doesn’t grow up convinced like his father. -Chester joked. - Otis is beautiful because of his mother, she's beautiful. –Talinda said, she had to open her mouth just to leave me furious. -Yes, he is also beautiful because of his mother. -Mike agreed. -Give me that big boy; I want to hold him a bit. -Chaz asked. At the moment that he was going to take Otis our hands touched and I ended up reminding about our plans, yes, he would still have more children. I stared at the floor trying to hide, but his look was saying "I'm sorry for we weren’t able to follow this plan." That was being a torture. -I want to get him a little Chaz. -Talinda said, and when she put her hands on him he started crying. She tried to snuggle and play with him but nothing he didn’t stop and it was driving me crazy. I went towards her and took Otis from her hands, cradled his head in my chest and in the same instant he stopped crying, I was cradling him until he fell asleep. -My lady has an extraordinary don with children! -Mike whispered in my ear not to wake his son. - I'll be a very good mother. -Joked. -And by the way, my next child will be the same as yours? -Mike said, whispering close to my ear and it made me shiver. -Mike Shinoda If not, you're screwed! -Laughs softly. And by the way it's time to put that big boy to sleep in a decent place! Let’s go? -Yes, It is time for someone else to steal his place! -Mike looked at me with a face of malice and I reciprocate with a pat on his arm. -Well guys, time to go! -Mike announced and we were saying goodbye. When I went to say goodbye to Chaz, I went to kiss his cheek but he turned his face and ended up leaving a kiss. YOU ARE SO MATURITY, HUH CHESTER? Wanted to scream, but neither Mike nor Talinda realized. Chester got a face  of someone who liked maliciously.

-We get some time talking until Talinda appeared in the kitchen. How many times do I have to tell you not to be talking with guests Jessy? -She said that with her disgusting voice. -I came to talk to her Talinda, it was a pleasure to see you again Jess. -I affectionately called her like this so then I left the kitchen. -Where were you, love? –I saw anger grow in Chaz just hearing the word "love." Mike was sitting with a big smile. -I was talking to Jess, I was missing her. -Chester said that all people who works here loves you. -Then he smiled, and I sat beside him on the couch where he was and leaned on his chest. Talinda came to the room and sat next to Chaz and put her hand on his leg. -Love, tell them our idea that we had. -She said with a smirk. - Tali, we can talk about it later. -Chaz tried to change the subject, but in vain. -We are planning another baby! -She said. That made me a little upset, but I remembered a conversation I had with Mike about children. -Unfortunately, this fool wants to wait until I am more than 23 years to think of children. -Said laughing and Mike agreed. -Nothing more fair, you still have plenty of time to think about children! -Mike added. -Speaking of sons Mike, you and Anna have already decided who will stay with Otis? -She said in a sarcastic tone that irritated me. -We're working on it Tali. Do not want to discuss it now. -So, Mike's phone started ringing and it was Anna. I snorted but he had to answer it. Mike answered the phone as I tried to understand what they were talking about. -So? -I said when he finally hung up. -She goes out and wants me to stay with Otis this weekend. -That's great! Finally I get to spend time with him! I said happily. -But she wants me to go take him now... And she doesn’t want you with me. - Okay, but don’t do anything that could hurt me. -Krrp calm angel would never do anything that could hurt you! -I smiled and hugged him then he came to whisper something in my ear. -I do not want to leave you alone with him... -Mike, nothing will happen. -I faced indignant. -It's that you're too irresistible! -He said biting my ear, I realized that Chaz stood there angry. -Mike controls! -I said laughing. -I have to go... -Yeah, but come back soon! -Mike wait! I'll go with you to see Anna. –Said Talinda and I made a angry face. -Alright hurry up! -I will be back soon to get you love. -Mike said. -Alright, till late. -Then they left. -So... How did you and Mike started dating? -Chaz started.

-Are you okay? -Mike looked at me with a bit of fear in his eyes, but I did not want him to think I did not like him. As much as Chester was still present, now Mike was who made me well and I love him.

-Yeas, I am! I'm just afraid of Tali. You know ... She does not like me anymore.

-Do not worry, nothing will happen. -Mike smiled that smile and comforting finally pressed the doorbell. It took several agonizing seconds and Chaz silhouette appeared at the door and then the door opened and smiling Chaz crumbled.

-Hi Mike, what ... She's doing here? -He asked confused. Why I saw pain in his eyes? Why the anger there? But he was not anger because I was there. He was angry because I was there with Mike. Chester could hide his feelings well, I bet Mike did not even noticed, but I always knew what was happening.

-So... My girlfriend Chaz. -I saw the eyes of Chaz getting angry.

-Yeah, You should have told me before. -We entered that home where each space reminded me of moments with Chester. Pranks, fights, sex. Everything happened in that house in the second quarter left the upstairs. I think Chester realized I was kind of sad and sent me a reassuring look. It was amazing our ability to converse with our eyes and also the fact that a few months have passed and we still do that. As soon as I entered I saw Talinda sitting at the table reading something on her tablet when she looked up at me I froze.

-What is this girl doing here? -She said with an angry face.

-My girlfriend Talinda, respect, please. -Mike said quiet.

-Is that, your girlfriend has destroyed two families! My family and yours! I do not believe that you left Anna because this girl.

-I did not leave Anna for her. I left Anna and then I met her. And I want respect while she is here. -Mike said a little more seriously  but still calm.

-Enough Talinda. –Chester ruled. -I want peace, I have nothing more to her and she's with my best friend. -Chaz was ironic and sarcastic in that sentence, but as always no one figured it out. Talinda served wine to drink before dinner; Jessy was preparing a special type of pasta. I decided to talk a little with her since she was my friend.

-Hi Jessy! -Jessy was a lady of almost 60 years and cooked as anyone. she was an expert in the kitchen and I called her second mother.

-Mariana! How long!

-Jessy where is my hug?

-Ah Mariana I'm smelling onions and spices!

-No problem! -She gave me a hug.

-How is Tali treating you? She's being nice?

-Same as always, I'm used to.

-Oh Jessie! You have to claim your rights!

-I don’t want more troubles. -Jessie says.

-I miss here -I said finally.

-We all you miss you here, even the children.

-where are they?

-they didn’t come.

I apologize for all this time, things are getting hard, sorry for the mistake :)

-You will do what I tell you, okay? The person said with a voice that was not strange, but did not know the tone. -Just nodded scared. Turn up for me to kiss. In those seconds, I my whole life went through my head. How someone could enter in the house with all those security guards? I turned around expecting the worst and finally focused on the man's face.

-MIKE? I felt on my legs and started crying too hard. He was laughing.

-It’s a joke! -He said, laughing. I didn’t say anything; I crawled out of the bathroom and locked myself in the closet. I was very desperate and I cried a lot because I was too scared.

-Mary? -Mike knocked on the door. -I'm sorry, it was just a joke. Do not want to scare you like that.

-Get out of here, I HATE YOU. -I shouted.

-Please, forgive me my angel! I do not mean to scare you. -I opened the closet door

Mike tried to hug me, but I did not leave him hug me.

-Mike go change your clothes, and get ready. -I said coldly and put an outfit. I went downstairs and Mike was waiting for me in the car. He drove silently all the way.

-You're going to get there without talking to me? -I did not answer. Then he stopped the car and took the key from the console.

-Come on Mike! –I said angrily

-I will not move until you talk to me.

-Mike now I did, so let’s go.

-Princess, I'm feeling really bad about it! It was to be just a joke. Please, enough huh.

-You do not know the panic I felt! the fear of dying that I had! The fear of being raped and the disgust you’d feel if you were real! YOU HAVE NO IDEA MICHAEL! IT WAS THE WORST SECONDS OF MY LIFE! -Said crying. Undoubtedly neither the separation was so near that bad. I opened the car door and walk away when I was much stressed floor was the only solution. Mike also ran behind me.

-Pardon Me! Please! I thought it could not be that bad, wish it was just a joke. -He said as he knelt and hugged my legs. I could not stay mad at him because while he scared me, he was the one who could comfort me. I fell and put my head on his chest. The beats of his heart calmed me.

-Don’t do this again, please.

-Princess I promise! For my life. -Then, he held me tight and in whose arms that hurt me I felt safe again. We returned to the car and Mike drove toward the house of Chester. We stopped in front of that huge gate. The same guards, the same entries everything was equal and everything hurt. Mike stopped the car and rolled down the window.

-Welcome Mr. Shinoda. -the security was Kyle. He was my friend when I lived there.

-Kyle Good night! -I said by the car’s window and he was startled a bit.

-Good evening Mrs. Bennin ... I mean Miss Mariana. Forgiveness. Its good to see you again.

-Okay, it will not be fancy huh? Will anyone else?

-No, just us.

-At least Talinda will not be there.

-So...

-Mike So what? Don’t tell me that he got back to her? -I asked, shocked.

-It was. I cannot believe you still care. -It's not that I cared; it is that I hate Talinda! She did everything to separate us.

-Sorry, Mike, I do not care for him to be with another person, I think it is bad she be Talinda. -I held his face for him to face me, eye to eye. -I'll be honest, it still hurts, but it's you who makes me feel good, and it's with you I want to be. I love you. -Then he smiled.

-I love you more. -He smiled and gave me a kiss.

-I wanted to take my son, but he is too young and besides Anna would die!

-I hope he can spend some time with us as soon as possible.

-Yes. Love, I am going out to buy some things that Chaz asked, I'll come back later to get ready for dinner. –So I hugged him.

-Ah will not let you leave. He hugged me stronger.

-Well I wanted to stay here. He gave me a kiss.

-See you later! -Then he left. After breakfast I spend time on social networks, I remember when I updated Chester’s twitter, after we broke up he never posted anything about 60 days. I could not eat anything during the day because I was not very confident and my stomach did not help much. I tried to get some sleep, but in vain too. I decided to look for an outfit for the night. I ended up choosing a basic black dress and I loved, but had to change because it was Chaz who gave me and I don’t know why he was not in the box of memories. Finally I chose one that Mike helped me pick last week and it was the most beautiful thing in the world, was a dark blue dress not too short and with some black details, also chose a simple black heel shoe and decided to combine that would be my new favorite dress.

I woke up the other day with my curtains opening and clarity coming through the window.

-Mike… No, I'll evaporate like vampire with all this clarity.

-Get up your lazily!

-No Mike! close this!

-Princess is a beautiful day out there, let’s rides, let's enjoy!

-If I was not super tired because yesterday's Spike I would. Now close it! -Then he said no more words and I felt someone felt on me. -SPIKE! I'm going to die, get out now!

-Yesterday was not going to die when I was on top?!

-S-P-K-I-E! -Said slowly while beating him. Then he fell by my side, hugged me very strong, gave me a kiss on my forehead and left.

-You can sleep then. -He said.

-I will woke up! Who can sleep after being crushed by a wild bear? –I didn’t even have time to put my feet on the floor so Mike picked me up, put me on his shoulders and headed downstairs.

-You're very sluggish Princess!

-Leave me Spike! -I said as I struggled. -May I know why all this happiness? -Then suddenly he turned me around and threw me on the couch. Then he looked at me and took my messy hair from my face.

-Because of you, I finally got you to me, just for me. -He said smiling. -I love you.

-I pulled him into a kiss when he was happy he was more beautiful than he already was. If that were possible.

-I love you too. -He said finally.

We had breakfast and Mike came up with a unpleasant news.

-Mary?

-Hm?

-Chester want me to hang out with him...

-Okay...

-But he wants to introduce me to his new girlfriend. -That hurt.

-Aw…

-And he wants me to bring my girlfriend with me. -And now? I do not know if I would take it. But I had to be strong.

-It’s ok! -I tried to sound confident and I think it worked. He crossed his arms and made a face of doubt.

-Really?

-Sure, I have nothing more with him and I feel safe with you by my side. -He smiled. Every time he smiles to the world stopped.