Oct 15, 2025
trying to think of a scenario where suguru wouldn’t want his crush to know he likes them / wouldn’t actively pursue them …… maybe if it was his cool senpai and he felt the need to prove himself as their equal first . or something. doesn’t want to rush in and appear like a lovesick little boy, he wants to carry the air of someone who knows what they want, who knows how to keep it ….. but you make him nervous so …………..
#auuu . its difficult because#suguru /is/ confident. like hes very vocal about his ideals and worldview#he knows that hes strong he knows what version of himself he projects onto the world#he knows hes handsome . I KNOW HE DOES ………….#but then there’s the fact that his character is haunted by a subtextual inferiority complex lol#which is also directly tied to the reason he bottles his thoughts and feelings up during his deterioration#so a part of me is like Hmmm T_T;;; maybe … he feels undeserving of you ………… ?#but in that case i think he Deals with those emotions by being like Okay. i will get to know them better than literally anyone else#so i will be their best candidate#PBDIDBDJSVGHFFDK#LIKE HES ACTION ORIENTED … he is ……….. he cant handle feeling stuck in his own mind …………………..#he wants to be urs so bad#ari noises
