#pauseforathought

According to Google, Complex Character is having a variety of traits and different sides to their personality. We all know that every person has this kind of personality or attitude. Everyone has a different type of perspective in life. So the question is, "have you ever met a person who seems to be so complex that it is difficult to fully understand him or her?"

Anytime we can meet a new person. We encountered many types of personality. Knowing each other is one of the best things in life. Different perspective, different personality, but has a good heart. Sometimes, we can meet a person that has a bad personality that cause trouble. However, we can also meet a person that you can trust with it. That's why, we always treasure what the memories that we experience with the new or old friends.

Life is full of unexpected tosses and turns, that sometimes we think that we can't survive it. But little did we know it's just a way of life in making us stronger that would let us face any obstacles braver.

Today, as this day marks 25th of February 2025. I would like to congratulate myself for always looking at the brighter side of life amidst anything. I am grateful for the gift of life that the Almighty creator of Heaven and Earth gave me. I've been existing for 24 years on Earth and learned a lot of things in life that push me to my limits, to seek my greater me. I realized a lot of things and also thanked a lot of the hardships I've been through.

I am praying and hoping that no matter what life brings me tomorrow, I will move forward and do impossible things possible.

Mark 16:15

Since the pandemic started, we are facing a lot of challenges and problems. Many of us are struggling about what happened in the world. Everyone is adjusting the environment that we have right now. The students don't know how to learn through this way of learning, the modular and the online classes. But if these are the challenges that we are facing now, how can we manage it?

The challenges that I am facing right now is about my studies. Honestly, I don't know if I'm learning or not because I can't deny how difficult to have this kind of learning. Also, I can't control myself from being a lot of fears and weaknesses. I'm not good at public speaking and I am so weak. If I am mad, because of my anger I just want to cry.

Being an adolescent is not easy to develop your skills and even your personality. As an adolescent, it is a long process to be a responsible adult. We should have many experiences to be a better person in our lives. Everyday we are facing another challenge in life.

As I am facing my current situation as an adolescent, life is never been easy. At first, I'm struggling on how to control myself. I don't know how to limit my limitations in life. As I am a child before, I think life was so easy. By the time goes by, I realized that everything is not that easy. Happiness is just a temporary. But in 18 years that I live in this temporary world, God made me realize that without him we cannot enjoy these things that he made.

Looking in the past has two different impacts on a person. It may be the impact of happiness or sadness.

Some questions made us stop for a moment and we didn't even notice that our lips curve when we hear it.

"What are those things you have done during your childhood that you are not doing anymore?"

What does it really mean to "know yourself?" Every person questioning themselves if they already know who they are. Sometimes, you are standing in front of a mirror and starting questioning yourself "do I know myself?". Do I truly know myself? Am I?