#pattelis

Just a hand on his throat in a fantasy.

Patt fixing Elis' hair and then Elis' arms around his waist pulling him in closer before the drunken sleep? Oooo.

(I do love that Elis uses a light blue blanket for Patt because that's loyalty and light and brightness and sweetness while the dark blanket on Elis is own brooding manner and how that isn't what bothers Patt about him at all. Those are the aspects they love, despite how little they can show.)

Just the sheer level of smitten that Elis exudes whenever Patt is nearby and doing something for him is wild for a man who also had random flings that he makes Patt organize and who claims he can't love.

Last week's fantasy and this week's reality are very, very different.

Look at me.

But also, man, Elis. Just talk to him. Making him jealous isn't working, maybe try something different? You really can express other emotions, I swear.