#patryst

She was sad and lonely, and messed up when you first saw her. Smoking cigarettes heavily and drowning her self with the thoughts of her wrecked up friends; wishing there was this person brave enough to walk into her life and finally sees the good in her, make her love life, hold her with warmth and have the patience to stay.

No love is perfect, especially not ours. It isn’t a fairy tale or a movie and it doesn’t always come our way. We fight and we argue a lot, even in the smallest of things. You make me feel like shit sometimes and you always bring out the worst in me. But you’re the one who also understand all my bullshits, forgive my mistakes and sees through my imperfections. The love we have for each other is bigger than the small differences we have. And that’s what keeps me going.

Random things on my mind right now: 1. Gotta have a new tatt before the summer ends 2. How I hate goodbyes 3. Still in the “to transfer uni or not” process 3. Neon Trees discography in the morning is the best 4. Starving yet to lazy to get up 5. How I suck at blogging

Random to. Ako kasi talaga ung tipo ng taong pag nagmahal (naks) e literal na lahat kayang gawin para sa taong un. Handa na kasi talaga kong iwan ung UST e. Willing na ko igive up ung course ko atsaka mga kaibigan ko dun. Para lahat sa kanya. Para mapalapit sa kung saan nasan siya. Pero minsan talaga di ko maiwasan na magalangan e. Lalo na sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Baka mamaya, pagsisihan ko lang sa huli.

What I have with you is worth it. It’s worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing you, every sermon I acquire just to be with you, every failing grades, every laugh, every sleepless night and every pain I feel from not having you close to me everyday. It’s worth it because you are my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only you. No matter how painful distance can be some times, not having you in my life would be worse. I love you in every way imaginable.♥