ππ° strawberry cakes + a mental health rant π°π β οΈ don't want to trigger anyone - trigger warning: depression, bad mental health β οΈ I've been feeling under the weather for over a week and everytime I start to feel better it pulls me right back down. This has been going on for almost 3 years now and I'm honestly fed up. I'm at a point in therapy where things don't seem to progress anymore and it's so disheartening. Is it too much to ask for to just be able to life like a normal adult? I'm turning 26 on Thursday and most of the days I still feel so helpless and struggle with the easiest everyday tasks. My apartment is starting to get messier again and the only thing getting me out of bed is the responsibility for my cats. It's a constant cycle of fighting my way back into life and then being so exhausted from this fight that I'm falling right back into the hole. Also the constant question of WHY is getting the best of me.. is it really depression? Is it untreated adhd? My many chronic diseases? I don't know anymore and it feels like doctors don't know too or simply don't want to help. The one good thing about being extremely ambitious (to a point where it's unhealthy) is that I'm still not giving up. I will win this god damn fight no matter how many times my stupid brain will pull me down. I'm just asking myself how long my body will be able to fight with me. Rant over. On a less depressing note - yup I'm turning 26 on Thursday! One step closer to the big 30 π₯² who's ready for a big birthday sale? πππ°π°ππ #bunsietae #bunsietaeart #pasteldoodle #procreatedoodle #wholesomeart #wholesomedr #kawaiidrawing #kawaiidoodle #drawingideas #drawinginspiration #doodleideas #doodleinspiration #bunsietae #bunsietaeart #cuteart #cuteartstyle #cutearteveryday #pasteldrawing #kawaiiaesthetic #doodleart https://www.instagram.com/p/Co4o41wI-V9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
