After she left my room that night I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I wanted her to come visit me again, but this time I would be the aggressor! I fantasized how I would have grabbed her and kissed her with a passionate kiss, making my way to her neck and soft shoulders. Kissing up and down her neck and playfully biting her ear lobes. I imagined running my fingers through her hair and intensifying my passion. I imagined grabbing her breasts and kissing them and licking them. I was now becoming hard thinking about her. I was fixated on those perfect and Shapley breasts, imagining her moaning in pleasure and anticipation for what happens next. I then pulled her close to my body and continue kissing her lips and running my hands over her ass and down into her pants. I imagined my hands groping her and feeling how soft and warm her body was. I then imagined her grabbing my hardened member and slidding her hand up and down my shaft as I slid my hands down between her legs. It felt so wet and hot in anticipation for my hard passionate love. I then fantasized how slow and sensual I would have fucked her, slidding myself deep inside her, pausing..... then slowly backing out, just to slide deep into her again over and over. I imagined her wanting more and taking control, getting on top of me, and ridding me harder and harder. I imagined how she would have felt and tasted, how sexy she would look naked and how much I wanted her....how much I craved to have her skin pressed against my skin.

Your beauty, your touch, those lips, that body! Your constantly on my mind! I have tried to silence it in my head, thinking that you are too good to be true. But all my attempts have been an exercise in futility. I now realize that I can’t escape you. How can I escape my own body, it is exactly how you have become to me. You are a piece of me and I’m a piece of you! So instead of trying to remove you I built a place for you inside my mind and heart! I have a shrine in my head that is devoted to thinking about you. I focus on how I can serve you, encourage you, and fulfill the longings of your heart. I study you, reflect on you, envisioning you as the love of my life. I light candles in this shrine to represent the passion I have for you! I have your image tattooed in the secret places in my mind. I play the song that you have become to me in this shrine. I escape to this place and meditate on you, those lips, those eyes, that face, that body! You are my muse, you give me a reason for existing in this world! My purpose is to love you and appreciate every facet of you.