#party adjacent

Wait

I made a little mistake.

Tried to pretend like I was somebody else

Now the shoe doesn't fit, 

But I walked 

around in circles and got lost, 

all turned around down on the lower East Side, 

now I can't see the sky 

think it's night time.

Once inside, I hope the devil's not waiting for me

I've got some shit to figure out 

before he and I speak.

Pace here on the sidewalk with black maps,

whole lot of x's but I can't find the spot

my detector is hot, I found shade

here in the burning bush I made

my bed of nails, 

and then I jumped right on top,

now the bleeding won't stop

I deserved what I got

If the bleeding would stop, I'd be right down

You say the world is not waiting for me.

Well nothing ever fucking happens,

No sir, I don't want it anymore

I've waited hours for you, but now I'm gonna go

I'm no more the kind to sit and wait

But I'm glad I got to bathe here in your punch bowl

All I need now, some plain old whiskey

To wash my soul

Woke up and pinched myself three times

Not much changed except these bruises on my thighs

Walked down toward the giant mirror

What's this unfamiliar smile?

I used to wait for someone to come

And take the weights right off of me

Instead of just getting stronger

Dan Andriano in The Emergency Room // “Wait”