#parkerrants

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Parker I use He / Him pronouns, and Rot / Rotself or Fang / Fangself neos! (I am monstergender). This account will be used for a wide range of things, as I am a Jack of all trades. I’m all sorts of fucked up, including being a reality shifter, General nerd, yume/selfshipper, blah blah blah. You’ll figure it out the longer you’re on my page lmao BYF: I will swear, I will use tone tags, I will probably TMI, I am using social media as my personal expression and won't define myself by your rules. if you don't agree with something, either respectfully explain why, or fuck off. I block for myself. LIKES/INTERESTS: Monsters, Horror, The color red, My Friends, Music, Art, Literature, Musical Theatre, Preforming arts, Acting, Roleplaying, Character creation, Beetlejuice, Evil Dead, FNAF, BABMOTM, Sally Face, WoF, Warriors, STARKID!, MHA, TBHK, JJK and much more. DNI: Basic DNI criteria. I don't mind interacting with adults as long as it's in an appropriate manner, considering I'm 15. I block for my own safety Don't bring political stuff to my account. Happy to have you along for the ride. I'll make a post later, but I will probably open writing requests, art requests, maybe even commissions.. ----- MY TAGS ---- #parkerants = Text Post #parkerdraws = Art Post #parkerwrites = Writing Post #parkeresponds = Responding To An Ask #parkershifts = Reality Shifting Post

So this motherfucker that I work with, if he wasn't an actual person I enjoyed hanging out with most of the time I would have dropped him so fast cause of all the red flags. Like I honestly should drop him at this point. So I met him cause he started working at the same place I did back in May. Now we got along great, but I started to notice the way he acted might imply that he had a crush on me cause he was heavily asking about me being asexual, which is not something I hide. But he thought being ace was the same as being aro until I finally explained the difference to him which made me think he was gonna ask me out. And I was not fucking wrong. He asked me out, and at the time I was under the impression he was 39, while I'm 22 so I immediately was like nah dude the age gap makes me hella uncomfortable and he understood. He continue to act the same though which was a little eh. I should also preface that the way he asked me out was a bit weird. It was a series of questions the first being if I was dating my roommate at the time, if I was polyamorous, which yikes at the implications, and if I wanted to go out with him. So fast forward maybe like a little less than a month and come to find out he was not 39, but either 28 or 29. He tries asking me out again when he realizes. I cite that I still am not interested for a multitude reasons, the biggest being I don't have those kinds of feelings for him because I also lean heavily on the demiromantic spectrum quite possibly aromantic because in my lifetime I have been in love/had a crush on someone once. It was in high school, it took me nearly 4 years to actually fall in love with them, but I knew I was. And while I identify as pan, I don't find myself attracted to people who identify as male often, mostly I am into women. And I gave him these reasons. Continued to act the same. Now about another almost month later, tries once again to ask me a date, citing "so what if we said screw responsibilities and see where it goes?" Now at this point, I'm more than mildly uncomfortable and I make a point of stating it was never about responsibilities, reciting the reasons I gave before. He is a little woe is me, that he's in love with me and he won't be able to move on easily. So you know I'm trying to be nice and offer some distance which he accepts. We later talk in person about this whole thing and set a few boundaries because we are both feeling weird. Me over him being overly touchy and affectionate, leaning against me when we sit by each other when hanging out, spontaneous hugs (which I hate), and trying to buy me things I don't want and have stated such, he tried to get me a new phone cause mine kind of sucks at times and I very actively was uncomfortable with. All of which I set and he promptly ignores less than a week later. I try to pull back on my behavior cause according to him it was more than friendly and seemingly flirty to him and leading him on, but it's how I act with all my friends, not one ever told me it was like that. Now we are at a point where he gets incredibly jealous over everyone and slightly pissy about it. For example, a coworker, let's call W, has been attempting to get me to go out to a bar with him because I said I've never been to one, all in a friendly way that doesn't make me uncomfortable. My friend, who let's now call E, suddenly gets pissy and sad when I tell him, and goes "well I hope you have fun." I had never stated I was going to go just that W was asking. And at least once a week E gets upset over having feelings for me and depresses himself with me not liking him. He also gets upset when I don't always want to hang out with him, he asks almost every day to hang out. I work 5 days a week 6am-2pm usually. Within those, I had DnD twice a week Monday and Tuesday, and every other week had game night Wednesday (which he is a part of). Now he has mainly closing shifts between Thursday to Sunday. This means he is not available to hang out often when I get out of work. And days off I like to relax but also do chores and things that need to be done.