#paramore-yall

Sitting here going through her tumblr... I realized something... I never loved her as much as I always said, everytime I said I'd do anything for her... I believed I meant it but I don't think I meant it entirely... I tried to fight for her in the end but I fucked things up more and now I go through her tumblr and see photos of her and her girlfriend, it doesn't bother me like it use to. I'm genuinely happy for her and I hope only for the best for them. I deeply apologize for putting them both through hell but I've changed and I see my wrongs and all I can do it hope you both all the best with a future of happiness, hopefully together :)

paramore-yall YES THANKS TO YOU AND YOUR PRAYERS YOU PULLED ME OUT OF HELL BLESS YOU AND YOUR DOGS AND YOUR NEIGHBOR AND HIS COW

I was tagged by: walkingwithmisguidedghosts Rules: 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the 11 questions and write 11 new ones 3. Tag 11 people and link them to the post 4. Actually tell them you tagged them Calypso's questions: 1. All time favorite album? I think I don't have an all time favorite... but I love The Pretty Reckless' "Going To Hell" it's so great!!! :D 2. Favorite bands/artists? The Pretty Reckless, Paramore, Linkin Park, Fall Out Boy, Lenny Kravitz, A7X, Coldplay... 3. Tell us about your first concert!!! what first concert? xD 4. If your life had a theme song, what would it be? ooh tough one... probably "He Loves You" by The Pretty Reckless... I don't know I just love that song, it makes me happy for some reason xD 5. Special talents? I can hold my breath for 1 minute and half? (I just did it xD) 6. Are you an introvert or extrovert? I'm a mix of extrovert and shy so... let's say I'm just weird xD 7. Last thing that made you laugh? The last thing that made me laugh was yesterday when I was reading a Tay Momsen interview and she said she was like Bambi 'cause she was always falling all over herself because she couldn't control her arms and her long legs... and after that, while I was watching TPR videos on youtube I saw a video called "Taylor Momsen falls on stage" and then I laughed beucase I was thinking about what she said on the interview but then I saw the fall in other angle and felt so bad, I mean it was an ugly fall! I felt like the worst person ever! 8. Favorite mutual(s)? I dunno... xD 9. Describe yourself with 3 words. - Friendly - Funny - Patient 10. Best childhood memory? Best childhood memory.. probably when I was an innocent child and played with my little school friends... I remember at time I was the only one who had a PS2 so we played as the characters from games I had like Sonic Heroes and Sly Cooper.. it was so awesome! Even though I'm a girl I loved to play Sly xD and when we played Sonic Heroes I always had to play as a male character because all female characters were taken xD So I played as Shadow or Espio ahahahahaha 11. Favorite song at the moment? At the moment I would say... "Going To Hell", "Heaven Knows", "F*cked Up World" or "Cold Blooded" all four by The Pretty Reckless... it's hard to choose between those 4 My Questions: 1. "I can't live a day without listening to...? (3 songs) 2. If you were arguing with someone what song would you pick to make it more dramatic and why? 3. Describe yourself with a song title. 4. 3 things you find annoying in people? 5. You're in the middle of class and the teacher says you can go to the internet and play music for the class. You decide to put your favorite song playing until someone yells "this song sucks!" what is your reaction? 6. What's your favorite movie? 7. If you were an animal, what would you be? 8. If you could travel to a country right now, what country would it be? 9. Who's your celebrity crush? 10. Favorite OTP? 11. I'm running out of questions... what do you think about me? I'll tag: paramore-yall; taylorisapuppy; neverleavemyhouse; ohcalmity; paraxveil; drug-momsen; im-a-paramonster; evelinathoren; aintitprmr;crawlingindark; thefirehaired

I was tagged by thesincereautumn Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and come up with 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them. 1. What was the last book you read? I don't usually read books but the last one I read was "Mixed Doubles" by Jill Mansell 2. Favorite movie and why? Oh this is a hard one... I mean who doesn't love "Mean Girls" right? But I'm gonna go with "Lion King" it's a big part of my childhood and it's one Disney movie that always makes me cry no matter how many times I watch it :p 3. If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go? "Somewhere over the rainbow..." xDD I'm just kidding, I don't know :p 4. Are you a good liar? I think I am, I don't usually lie but when I do... I'm successful xD 5. What’s your greatest fear? Cockroaches! I hate those things so much! 6. Coffee or tea? Coffee *_____* 7. What’s one bad thing about you? If one person starts complaining and criticizing and annoying me about things I like for example we're talking about bands and for some reason I bring one of my favorite bands to the mix and that one person starts rolling her/his eyes like "OMG will you shut up please? nobody cares", if that happens for a long time at one point I will explode and will be like "then screw you and your fuckin bands!" I consider it a bad thing because it's like the end of my patience, and I start overreacting 'cause I'm mad, and honestly, I'm a different person when I'm mad, it's a side of me I don't really appreciate :p 8. What’s one good thing about you? I love to make people laugh! I think of myself as a funny person so everytime I light up the mood of someone I feel great! 9. What is your favorite word? Pizza xD 10. Favorite song currently? I'm so into The Pretty Reckless! Currently it's hard to choose between "Factory Girl", "Fucked Up World", "Why'd You Bring a Shotgun to the Party" and "Since You're Gone" I just love them! anything by them would be my favorite song currently xDD 11. Are you proud of yourself? ( hint: you should be.) Damn sure I am ;) My Questions: 1. Describe yourself in 3 words 2. If you were making an action movie what songs would you use for the opening and ending credits? 3. If you could invite 6 band members to your birthday party who would you invite? 4. Favorite song currently? 5. Do you have any special talent? 6. 3 things you can't stand. 7. 3 songs that always light up you mood. 8. There are many types of food in the world BUT.. if you had to pick just one to live with for the rest of your life what would you pick? 9. A word/expression you use very often. 10. What's your favorite lyric and why? 11. 2 artists/bands you would love to see collab. Tag: taylorisapuppy ; onlyparamorex; neverleavemyhouse; ohcalmity; paramore-yall; aintitprmr;coffee-shop-soundjack; mourningslidecrawlingindark; walkingwithmisguidedghosts; onlyork