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http://archiveofourown.org/users/NekotoLuna/pseuds/NekotoLuna Alright, after that ask where I mentioned I'm a Co-author on a fanfiction page, and that some characters were named after my kids, (Terry, Fahima, Maverick, and Aloe), I've been getting a lot of asks what story and what page. So here, me friends, is me and N's page. I do most of the writing, N is my Beta but is the sort of "Face" of the page (which is named after her) because I'm an anxious fucker. Anyway, 'Peace' is the story with the characters named after my kids and the accounts main series is "Aboveworld Tales" with two installments and the third coming soon. I've got Uh several other stories eheh but they aren't posted. Because I'm an anxious fucker.

Honestly, there are few phrases we haven't the psychology world that best describe Sayrus in one line then this. "Loaded Gun Mentality." It's a simple phrase that most of you can probably guess a meaning for just by reading it, and have probably heard spouted in your favorite alternative/rock/rap/whatever song. Loaded Gun Mentality is a very dangerous state to be in, and to be around. To be in a state of misery, distrust, and paranoia so strong you always have you defence up, a hairs breath from firing a trigger happy death shot. To himself? To someone else? To an enemy? To a friend? To a loved one? Or to all of then at once. It's essentially talking to someone with a gun in each hand; one jammed at your chest, and the other at their head. The wonder is when he'll fire, what will make him pull the trigger, and of course, at who?