#paperellina

a/n: this is such a boring fic but whatever idc

youve been following him around the house for almost an hour.

soft little footsteps behind him while he moves from room to room, arms sneaking around his waist the second he stops moving long enough, cheek pressing between his shoulder blades while hes trying to do literally anything.

toji notices immediately.

hed noticed every extra second youve spent touching him today, every shy look, every time you open your mouth like youre gonna say something and then dont.

right now hes standing at the kitchen counter trying to pour himself a drink while you cling to his back like a sleepy cat, arms wrapped around his middle.

his hand settles over yours automatically.

"…you need somethin?" he mutters.

you shake your head against him.

"yeah?" he says, rough and unconvinced. "baby. then why you stuck t'me like glue?"

your grip tightens a little at that, face warming instantly when he glances back over his shoulder at you. you just go quiet again.

he sighs softly through his nose, setting the glass down before turning around fully, hands landing on your waist as he looks down at you properly.

"cmon," he mutters. "spit it out."

you hesitate so long he almost thinks you changed your mind, eyes dropping away from his while your fingers curl into the front of his shirt.

"…dont get mad" you mumble

his brows pull together immediately. "the hell would I get mad for?"

you dont answer, just stand there all shy and sweet, practically folded into his chest, and he can physically see you trying to work up the courage to say whatevers been sitting in your head.

"…can we have a baby?"

toji goes quiet, the question catches him off guard harder than he expected. his hands stay warm on your waist while he looks down at you, brows pulling together slightly as he thinks about it, thumb rubbing slow against your side without him realizing.

"..baby." he mutters after a second, voice gentler now. "thats a real big question."

you immediately look nervous after that, eyes dropping away while your fingers twist lightly in his shirt.

"..i know.." you say quietly.

the way you say it all shy and careful, like youre worried he will shut you down completely, like youve been holding this in your chest all night.

then you look back up at him with big eyes, a soft expression on your face. hopeful in that sweet little way that always gets him. toji exhales hard through his nose, one hand sliding from your waist up your back before he pulls you closer against him.

"…cmere," he mutters, almost like hes buying himself time.

you melt right into him immediately, arms tightening around his middle, and he rests his chin briefly against the top of your head while he thinks.

"…maybe." he says finally, low and rough.

your whole face brightens so fast it nearly makes him laugh. "maybe?" you ask softly. he glances down at you, already losing the fight seeing that look on your face.

"…yea." he mutters, thumb brushing along your waist. "maybe, sweet girl."

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long or girthy

tojis halfway through a phone call when you climb onto the couch beside him, immediately curling into his side while he keeps talking, one arm stretched across the back of the cushions behind you and his phone pressed to his ear.

its something about money, something about work, something thats got his brows pulled together while he listens with that oh so familiar rough expression.

"yeah, I heard you," he mutters "then tell 'im I aint payin extra."

meanwhile, youre completely occupied with him.

your fingers find the side of his hair first, gently combing through the shorter strands near his temple while your cheek rests against his shoulder. toji keeps listening while you continue absent mindedly playing with him. your hand drifts lower, tracing the line of his jaw before finding his collar, smoothing it down and then fiddling with it again for no reason other than you just felt like touching it.

"because that aint what we agreed on." he says into the phone, voice steady despite the fact youve now moved on to his hands.

you turn one of them over in your lap, running your thumb along old scars and rough knuckles, tracing every line in his skin with a quiet concentration while the conversation continues.

the man on the other end keeps talking, and toji tries listening.

then your fingers slide to the rolled sleeves of his top, adjusting them before trailing slowly down his forearm, following the muscle there with light touches that dont mean much to you and mean everything to him.

his jaw tightens slightly. "yeah," he mutters into the phone, "mhm"

by now youve found his hand again, interwining your fingers with his, turning them, tracing the shape of his thumb while leaning a little more heavily into his side.

youre not even looking at him, youre just happy sitting there, all soft and sweet, quietly occupying yourself with whatever part of him happens to be within your reach.

the silence on the other end of the call stretches.

"...you still there?" the guy asks.

toji blinks once, realizing he hasnt heard a godamn thing for the last minute. his eyes drop to you where youre curled against him, happily playing with his fingers while resting your cheek on his shoulder.

"yeah." he says "keep talkin."

but his free hand is already settling over yours, thumb brushing across your knuckles while he looks down at you for a second longer than necessary, then he leans over and presses a rough distracted kiss against the top of your head without interrupting the call, squeezing your hand once before settling back into the couch.

toji still isnt listening to the man on the phone, not with you tucked into his side playing with his hair, his sleeves, his hands, every soft little touch way too distracting.

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new series!! rough toji x shy&sweet!reader

one thing about toji is that no matter how rough the edges of his life are, he keeps every last one of them away from you.

youre too sweet for it, too soft, all warm smiles and gentle hands and that way you look at him like theres nothing ugly in the world, let alone in him, and he cant stand the thought of any of his habits brushing up against you.

when hes outside with a cigarette between his fingers and you come padding over in those soft little house clothes, he notices before you even reach him, turning his wrist so the ember faces away from you, already stepping back.

"…nah, stay there," he mutters, voice low.

you still come closer, smiling up at him, and he exhales the smoke away from your face, chin tipped toward the dark yard instead of you.

"aint for you," he says, quieter this time, like its obvious. like sweet girls like you arent supposed to smell like smoke. his free hand still finds your waist, though, pulling you into his side while he keeps the cigarette held far back behind him.

you sigh into him, and he presses a small, sweet kiss on your hairline.

and its the same with his temper.

his gruff voice, the hard stare, the clipped replies, but the second you wander into the room all soft and sleepy, asking him something in that sweet voice of yours, it changes.

youll hear him cursing under his breath at something that pissed him off, jaw tight, shoulders tense, and the second you peek your head around the doorway, he goes quiet.

his eyes land on you and his whole expression shifts.

"...what d'you need," he mutters, still rough, but softer for you.

even with the people he keeps around, hes careful. if someone talks too loud, too crude, too rough when youre nearby, hes already looking at them before you even notice.

that slow, flat stare, the one that says enough.

because as far as hes concerned, you stay sweet, and nothing mean in this world gets to stain that if he can help it.

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a/n: AYYYY PIPPAS BACK TO WRITING!!. sorry babies ive been picking up a ton of extra shifts since im gonna be gone the whole of july and i need that bag....hope u guys like this ♡

the bedroom is quiet. youre propped against the pillows with your little girl tucked against your chest, one tiny hand curled into your shirt while a pacifier bobs lazily between her lips. her eyes are heavy, blinking slower every minute, little body completely melted against you as you run your fingers through her hair.

shes content and half asleep.

until toji decides to drag his big old ass in.

the mattress dips heavily beneath a familiar weight, and immediately her eyes crack open. toji climbs into bed with absolutely zero regard for the peaceful atmosphere either of you had going, all broad shoulders and rough hands as he sprawls across the mattress beside you. he takes one look at his wife cuddled up with his daughter and he decides hes being neglected.

"move over." he says, which makes you laugh quietly.

toji leans across the bed anyway, one hand planting beside your hip while he reaches for you, clearly aiming to steal a kiss. a rough one, at that. he barely makes it halfway there before a tiny hand shoots up and smacks him directly on the cheek.

he freezes.

your daughter glares at him around her pacifier before another little hand lands against his face with even more conviction than the first. toji stares at her and she stares right back, and then her tiny arm stretches across your chest like shes physically shielding you from him, pacifier bobbing once in what feels suspiciously like a warning.

toji lets out a sharp laugh.

"aint no damn way." he huffs, voice gruff. did his daughter seriously just do that?

rhe baby doesnt budge. If anything, she presses closer into you, possessive and protective. you finally start laughing into her hair while toji sits there looking betrayed.

"baby," you manage, even though tojis already grinning despite himself.

your daughter keeps glaring at him from the safety of your arms, little brows furrowed while she stubbornly keeps that tiny arm stretched across you.

toji points at her, his eyes narrowing in mock warning.

"thats my wife." he says, voice low, and your baby huffs around her pacifier. toji laughs at that, not being able to take her seriously.

"she got an attitude already." he grunts

Then he reaches for you again and immediately gets smacked a second time. this one somehow manages to feel even more offended than the first. toji falls back against the mattress laughing while your daughter settles proudly against your chest again, completely satisfied that the threat has been neutralized.

for a moment he just watches the two of you. his wife is curled around his daughter, his daughter is curled around his wife. the tiny bodyguard is already starting to drift back off, one chubby hand still resting possessively on your chest bevause shes making absolutely sure he remembers shes protecting mama. then a slow grin pulls at the corner of tojis mouth.

If mamas off limits, thats fine because he can always find a different target.

his hand reaches over and gently pokes one of her cheeks. the babys eyes crack open immediately, and she glares. toji pokes her again, and the glare deepens.

"aint so tough now, huh?" he drawls out, and the baby huffs around her pacifier.

toji reaches over and squishes both cheeks together, and she looks genuinely outraged. the tiny hand that had been protecting you immediately abandons you so she can shove at his wrist instead.

toji bursts out laughing, the sjght of his baby trying to seriously hit him making him laugh even harder.

"there she is." he says.

your daughter lets out the most offended little noise imaginable and tries pushing him away again, but he only gets worse, poking her cheek, stealing her pacifier for half a second before giving it back, squishing her face again, bothering her just enough to keep getting reactions.

by now shes fully awake and deeply unimpressed with her daddy while youre laughing your godamn ass off.

toji finally relents when she starts trying to hide her face against your chest, her lower lip wobbling.

"aw, come on." he huffs.

he reaches over one last time, smoothing a hand over her hair before pressing a loud kiss into her chubby cheek. the baby immediately frowns, which makes toji grin.

then he settles beside both of his girls, one arm wrapping around your waist. his the other reaches over to gently tap his daughters little foot sticking out from beneath the blanket, and she immediately kicks him.

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toji walks into the bedroom fully expecting you, already about to rip his shirt off and dive into some private time with you. but instead of finding you alone he stops short when he sees his son, megumi, tucked under your arm on his side of the bed, all warm and sleepy with his pacifier in his mouth, tiny fingers curled into your shirt while the tv flickers softly across his round cheeks.

youre leaned over him, voice all soft and gentle, cooing his name under your breath while you brush your fingers through his hair, smiling like hes the sweetest thing youve ever seen.

toji just stands there for a second, staring at the both of you like he walked into the wrong room.

"oi." he grunts, unimpressed.

"you kiddin' me?" he mutters, voice low and rough.

you glance up at him, still smiling, your hand never leaving megumi as he snuggles closer into you, little nose pressed into your chest like hes showing his daddy that he belongs there.

"whats wrong?" you murmur softly, thumb brushing his cheek. "..megumi wanted to stay with me."

toji exhales through his nose, jaw tightening as he looks at the way his kid is fully settled in your space, not even sparing him a glance.

"thats my side," he says, already annoyed.

megumi shifts slightly at the sound of his voice but only tucks himself deeper into you, pacifier bobbing as he lets out a soft little hum, completely content.

you smile faintly, still petting his hair.

toji clicks his tongue, stepping closer before climbing onto the bed anyway, pushing in behind you and forcing space like it belongs to him, one big arm coming around both of you as he settles against your back.

megumi doesnt protest, just stays curled into you, small and warm and sleepy, his hand still clutching your shirt while his lashes flutter against his cheeks.

toji exhales again, slower this time, chin dipping briefly toward the top of your head.

megumi turns towards him, one little hand coming up to pat his daddy on the cheek, his way of showing him affection. toji just grunts in response and blows a raspberry in his sons palm.

megumi giggles, toji huffs.

"both'a you takin over my bed," he mutters, but his hand settles firm against your side anyway, holding you both there.

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the shithole smells like smoke and expensive liquor, low music humming somewhere in the background while men twice your age talk too loudly around the table, stacks of cash spread out between drinks and ashtrays like its basically nothing.

you feel really out of place.

pretty thing tucked right into tojis lap while he sits leaned back in his chair like he owns the room, one thick arm wrapped around your waist, hand planted heavy against your thigh to keep you still whenever you shift nervously.

he didnt even hesitate about bringing you in with him. the second you quietly suggested waiting in the truck, his head snapped toward you immediately.

"the hell you are," he muttered, "aint leavin you out there by yourself."

your warm in his lap, cheeks hot every time one of the men glances your way before immediately looking somewhere else when toji notices.

his grip tightens every single time like he barely realizes hes doing it.

"...numbers aint addin up." he says low, voice rough as he flips through the money with one hand while the other stays on you the entire time. "you tryin to play with me or what?"

one of the men laughs nervously.

"cmon toji, its all there."

"dont 'cmon toji' me." he replies flatly.

you shrink a little further into him at the tone, fingers curling lightly into the front of his shirt, and his hand immediately slides slow along your thigh, grounding you without even looking down.

he notices everything about you without trying.

"…you alright?" he mutters finally, glancing down at you for the first time in ten minutes. you nod quickly, still shy under all the attention.

"mhm."

his eyes narrow slightly like he doesnt fully buy it, thumb dragging once across your thigh before his arm tightens around your waist, pulling you more firmly against him.

one of the men across the table makes the mistake of smiling at you for too long, and tojis entire expression hardens immediately, eyes lifting slow from the money to him.

his gaze is flat, cold and mean.

"oi." he says, and thats enough, because the guy looks away fast.

then his hand slides up your back, large and warm, holding you against his chest while he goes right back to business like nothing happened at all, keeping you tucked safely in his lap the entire time.

and then, his hand moves higher, digging into the curve of your ass, squeezing slow and deliberate.

you grip his shoulder, inhaling sharply to stop the squeak that almost left your lips. you stay, trying to keep your expression neutral as he kneads the muscle, his thumb tracing the seam of your jeans.

he does it again, harder this time, then drags his palm down the back of your thigh, grazing the sensitive skin behind your knee.

he glances down at you, noting your expression out of the corner of his eye. he huffs a short, almost silent laugh, the sound meant just for both of you.

its sweet, how you react.

he says something to the men about a deadline, about trust. his hand stops, rests flat on your stomach, his fingers splayed. he leans back in the chair, pulling you with him, and the weight of his palm is the only thing keeping you grounded.

his hand doesnt move again.

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toji thinks you sleep like somebody knocked you over and left you there, theres literally never any dignity to it.

one night he walks into the bedroom and finds you fully face down across the mattress, cheek smashed between two pillows, legs hanging off the edge like you slid outta the sky and landed wrong. another night youre asleep sitting up against the headboard with your arms folded like you were trying to stay awake and lost the fight halfway through.

and the soft little snores? jesus chris, they damn near kill him. and tonight is especially bad.

youre twisted up in the blankets wearing one of his old shirts, hair all over the place, mouth barely open while these tiny sleepy snores puff out every few seconds, your body limp like a heavy sack somebody dropped onto the bed, and toji just stands there staring for a long moment, big frame blocking the doorway, work jacket still half on, keys hanging from one finger while this deeply pained look settles over his face.

"…look at this damn girl." he mutters under his breath, to which you just snore louder and nuzzle deeper into the pillow. he snorts.

"...nah," he mutters, already moving toward the bed. "nah, cmere."

the mattress dips hard under his weight before both his hands grab at you at once, rough palms squeezing into your sides and thighs while he drags your limp body across the sheets toward him. you let out this weak sleepy whine without waking up properly, face still half buried in the pillow while he manhandles you around like an oversized stuffed animal.

"..toji," you mumble.

"yeah, yeah" he grumbles, visibly irritated by how cute you sound. "quit sleepin all stupid."

youre barely awake and somehow still trying to curl into him, warm and heavy against his chest while he sits there holding you with this tortured expression like hes suffering through it, and then you snore directly against his neck.

"..oh, you gotta be kiddin me," he mutters.

his grip tightens instantly after that, big hands squeezing at your soft sides hard enough to make you squirm in your sleep while he buries his face against your cheek with a rough groan.

you respond by drooling a little on his collarbone, and toji looks up at the ceiling for a long moment like hes asking god for strength, then he leans down and bites your cheek because the cuteness aggression youre giving him is way too much now.

"there," he mutters against your skin afterward, still holding you tight against him.

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