#pansleyfics

First time I post my own stuff, yay!

So, those are fan art/book covers (I guess) for "Astronomy In Reverse" by @pansleyfics , wich is probably the best fic I've read in the whole damn year, 10/10, I highly recommend you to go read it!

@pansleyfics updated and oh!! my gosh!!

im flipping out i am DYING to read more this cliffhanger is too much for my lil ol heart pansley oh my GOSH i cannot express the tension and anticipation im feeling rn

youre awesome and i love you and i love your story and holy cow, man

Hey guys, Pans here.

So here's what happened. A couple of days ago I got sent an anon message telling me they reported my tumblr blog. I ignored it, thinking it was unfounded, and then received another anon message last night that I assume was from the same person saying they were also reporting my fics on ao3. When I woke up earlier today, my blog was gone, and I'm not even able to make a new one using the same email address.

Out of panic that the same thing would happen to my ao3 account, I removed Asunder and Sweet Like Honey (the fics the anon claimed they reported), hoping Astronomy In Reverse would be safe. After talking with many of you, I understand now that I never violated ao3's tos, but sadly I'm realizing that too late.

I have reached out to the tumblr staff explaining that I did not violate their tos, but I've also heard from a few other users who are more experienced with this than I am, and sadly, guys, it looks like the chances of me getting my blog back are slim.

I will most likely be making a new blog and reuploading Asunder and Sweet Like Honey, but honestly, guys, I don't know if I have the energy for it right now. This has drained me, because I never wanted any part in any kind of fandom discourse, and while I love the mcu and being a part of its fandom, I honestly don't believe it's worth it for this kind of stress. At this point I'm leaning toward quietly posting my fics on ao3 and not participating in the fandom beyond that. I'm not here for drama and bullshit. I just want to write. And I'm going to keep writing, don't worry about that, but I might be posting some stuff anonymously from now to avoid a repeat of this truly shitty day.

Astronomy In Reverse is still up. I will continue to update it as often as I can. I don't know what I'm going to do beyond that right now, I'm sorry. I want to thank you guys very much for the kindness and love and support you've shown me. You have no idea how much it means. And most of all, a huge thank you to my fellow author Sal, for giving me a platform to explain my side.

Thank you guys for everything. I love you.