thinkin' 'bout doing a series of posts on my dxvxnes--like, listing out epithets, attributes, their relationships w/others of my pantheon etc.
been working on getting all of mah dxvxne bastard children organized, didn't fuckin' realize how many there are--20+ & going strong jfc lol my life as a panendeist
i also think sharing 'em will help me understand their function/purpose better; it's hard for me to articulate things i Just Know™, 'specially re.: spirituality, so getting feedback may strengthen+solidify certain aspects i intrinsically know about my dxvxnes but never had a chance to confront+develop w/o any outside help
ex.: looking back i can say that The Young Moon was prolly just biding his time before entering my household, rather than appearing suddenly w/out warning as i'd originally suspected: he followed my fur-son, hermes a.k.a bubby, inside 2yrs. ago when i rescued him & am just now--like, literally had this epiphany less than an hour ago--learning he'd simply thought i didn't need a direct relationship w/him until the night i acquired bubbs
...tbh still haven't figured out exactly why that was the catalyst needed for him to reach out but i did learn real quick that The Young Moon's a vain+aloof lil' shit, if his past standoffishness is any indication (hint: it is)
but this realization is just one of many "🤦♂️ well, of course!" moments i've had w/my dxvxnes; ig i think airing my mythos out will help me to better understand my spiritual worldview+relationships & why dxvxnes--in general, not just my own--do as they do when interacting w/the mundane
