#pandemic entry

So, it’s 2021 and we are still in the middle of a pandemic situation but not really.  Some parts of the world that have a government with the money and organization to give its population (which is also not that big) have already moved on.  The rest of us either pretend it isn’t happening anymore or just wait for it to get better enough. 

Because I spend so much time in front of the computer, although I do not know if less or more than I used to spend when I was 15... I’ve reopened my tumblr account.  I don’t remember how I used to do this, why or how I picked things to publish.  I think that I’ve become more used to retwitting and liking.  

Tumblr used to be a place where I could experiment, not expecting likes or anyone to reach out. It used to be a space for me, to revisit and see how much I’ve grown, what I liked.  My therapist tells me that I need to make a space inside, for myself, to create some distance between me and my family.  Perhaps this is the space to do that. 

I’ve thought about changing my profile picture but then I will lose it forever, and there aren’t many pictures of me at 15.  I will let it be for now.