Aug 10
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#panda venting#at some point I'll properly remind myself I'm something to look at from afar instead of someone to interact with lol#I just feel like I've been nothing but a bother or a drain every time I say anything haha#god only knows people are probably tired of hearing from me#I mean hell#my poor flight chief has heard so much of my stupid shit and he's only known me for a year#I'm just#severely#incapable of shutting up#but I'm even more incapable of not feeling like a parasite every time I even consider anything#I just need to shut up and go back to 15 year old me#I was better at handling myself without bothering people#I was more “confident” too#mainly cause I didn't show anything to anyone and entertained myself with the stupidity
