#panda out

i'm so fucking tired and fed up. two of my housemates are having a party downstairs and they are being so noisy and it's even louder for me because my rooms over the kitchen. and i can't even go outside to smoke or sit like i normally do at 2 in the morning because it's raining. i just have a huge headache and want to go out for walk but it's raining and so im just going to curl up, listen to pearl jam and hope everything goes away and that life just stops being a bitch for once

GODDAMMIT, SHE'S GONE.