#panaman

An error has been detected, coz I'm defective.

Question arises, "Why am I here? What's the meaning of birth?"

I feel like a bag of shit. The conclusion is lost.

So, I just wanna win back control of myself to find the answer. Reboot the system. Break the custom.

Everyday I'm getting more attached to Panaman's voice. It's so crispy but soothing. Like I can recharging just by listen to his voice. He sounds like Taka from One Ok Rock at times, but still distinctive to me. I can tell them apart.

Too bad he seldom tweeting nor posted on Youtube. There are a lot of treasure on his Niconico account. But I can't understand kanji. I barely remember hiragana though. And katakana still a bit blurry.

But that's still alright so far. Some fans posted his cover version on Youtube. I can count on them. And the best part is he also on Spotify. I can reach his music any times even when I'm offline.

I still don't know how he looks like, and that's alright. His singing voice is enough for me. That's all I need from himㅡfor now. Hopefully I wont get attached to much to him like a fan girl, lol. Because if I am, I might want to go to Japan so bad to catch his live performance. It'll be expensive. My priority now saving money for marriage.

I don't know if it's weird but I always feel blessed whenever I found a good song I want to hear over and over again. Like it can heal my sadness, drive the fatigue away, and lessen my anger. I feel happier after listening to a song. Doesn't matter whether I understand the lyric or not. Just music and the singing voice.

Panaman x TOKOTOKO — “Magic of Love”