#palsinki

Second part of this Helermo fic is up. I hope you all will enjoy it!

Come and say hi :)

oh good god, I hope you all forgive me for all the asks I have sitting in my inbox, but let me just reply to this one really quick and

YEEEEEEEEEES FUCK YAAAAAS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like, wtf, piña? you could only do one queer kiss per season and decided that manila/denver made more sense than a freaking Helermo kiss? fuck off

I mean, I wasn't hoping for a super romantic kiss under the rain (though of course, I wouldn't have complained one bit), but what the fuck was that?

you see, I asked my roommate, who isn't into the fandom or fics at all, "do you think Palermo and Helsinki are together at the end, then?" and she said "yes, for me it's clear that they will be starting something" and okay, okay... but why not make them kiss????

Helsinki is there from the very beginning, the first gay character in the series and you go on and kill his cousin and his best friend, crush his leg, but don't allow him one single kiss??

what the hell is that????

I was only a bit disappointed when I finished the series, but over the last month, I became ANGRY(tm)

and I see people saying "ohhh Berlín and Palermo got everything, they clearly won" and I'm like WON WHAT????? when was it even a competition? Berlin is fucking dead, my dudes, we all already knew andrés and martín were freaking soulmates/loved one another deeply and so on. I mean, I'm glad for the fans getting more scenes with them and Palermo talking to the machine was probably the most emotional bit in the last part, but like, hear me out--

I never wanted for Helermo what Berlin/Palermo had/have. It's not the same. Their relationships are completely different. Different expectations and different outcomes.

I wanted for Helermo what the hets got. The passionate kiss after being kept apart, the beautiful marriage proposal, the certainty that they are entitled to be happy after all they went through, like all the things straight couples get in all their fucking storylines since the history of ever. I never wanted the bittersweet yet tragic "we could have it all" storyline for Helermo, the "our love is beautiful, but impossible" angle. I'm fucking sick of those.

anyway, as I said, I have more asks to reply and I will elaborate on some of those points further... someday, idk when, life is very chaotic at the moment