#palibhasa

lol. i couldn't help but laugh about the whole thing. why can't he just accept the fact that unlike him, other people have better things to do and that other people have lives outside lawschool.

and i hate it.

Palibhasa mayaman ka. Palibhasa sikat ka. Palibhasa ikaw lagi. Palibhasa.. marami pang maraming dugtungin pag yan ang pinag-uusapan. Bakit nasasabi yan? Kasi nagkakaroon ng comparison, insecurities, at buti pa siya moments. Palibhasa maganda ka, kaya ikaw ang niligawan niya. Isa lang yan sa mga bitter ocampo moments kapag landouran ang pinag-uusapan. Pero ang pinakabini-bitter ko sa lahat? Eh yung mga taong angat na sa buhay. Sila yung madalas kong pinapalibhasa, alam kong hindi dapat, pero di ko mapigilan. Lalo na kapag nilalabas nila ang positive side, at yun lang ng yun. Halimbawa mababa ka, di ba ito lang ng ito sasabihin mo? Ang magmukmok sa isang tabi at tingnan ang nega side ng buhay. Pero kung angat ka, at paangat ka ng paangat, masaya ka. Hirap lang pag lumagapak ka. Siyempre, dahil nasanay kang magmataas. Oo, nag-aaksaya ako ng oras para ilabas ang insecurities ko di sa pisikal kundi sa emosyonal at mentalidad na pamamaraan. Gayunpaman, naniniwala pa rin ako at pinapatakbo ang buhay sa dapat na paraan.

We have this so-called Broadcasting in our AP Subject which is done every session. We discuss topics like Politics, Economics, Weather, and either Sports or Entertainment and we share some of our inspirational messages in a section called Food-for-thought. At first, we picked what topic will be assigned to us and pass it to the next student number. Our leader, student no.1, picked the Politics and for three sessions, we were doing that. Then for the second week, I don't know. And now, we are supposed to do Economics. But then, the other group will double and they were assigned to the Food-for-thought. Being the good person that I already am, I told him that we will exchange topics. As you already guessed, they will do the Economics and we will do the Food-for-thought. I am the secretary of our group so my 'food' will be shared on Friday. And now, I am so excited on doing it. Friday may be my lucky day at all and not Wednesday! :)

(nakakainis kaya! 50 items lang inabot kami ng 2 hours and 30 minutes nananadya nalang ata siya e.)

Siyempre apektado ako! Tropa ko yun! Eh kayo, SINO BA KAYO?