Hello Tumblr, long time no talk. Vet med has been a wild rollercoaster so far. I feel like I'm still getting to a point where I'm trying to get in a comfortable position. To where I feel trusted from my coworkers to step out of my comfort zone to really make a difference. Of course, at the end of the day, I truly love my job. When I left wrestling, I felt like I was at my lowest point in life. I lost most of my friends, I was broke, and I still had no idea what I wanted to do with my life going forward.
Luckily, I refused to stay down from all the things that jepordizes my mental health. I am currently learning to live without professional wrestling and learning who I am as Angelique. Not Angel Trinity, Unholy Trinity, or Reygan Grimez. I found the creative spark to feed my soul with art. Paintings is what I first got started in. I fell in love with sculpting. I find it to be such an up close and personal way to create something unique and beautiful.
Having those ideas in your head and seeing it come to life is what makes me excited to continue creating. I never felt truly connected socially when I was wrestling. I was so ready to hear how awful my match was or what I could have done better. When I make art, it is what I see in my mind, and I have absolute free control over what I create. As far as my online shop goes, I am currently making my first small stock for my site (will most likely be Etsy to start) and making those little details as best as I could. In other great news, I am working with a friend of mine to make my first official logo for Painted Angel Crafts! This is a project that gives me hope that one day, I can feel like I accomplished what I wanted to accomplish in my life. Here's to making new dreams come true ππ«
Until then, Angelique :3
