#painsnpapers

Pace to the right, it is frightening to hear anything louder than the usual loud I known. Polluted my thoughts, a storm embraced me at night. Close your eyes and it replays, calm your thoughts and it dances like a devil while stealing your sanity. You're scaring the shit in me. Don't chase me! I don't want you haunt me in the back of my head! Let me breathe! Don't come near me! Never be here! Please stop! Please stop. Don't come close! Don't seek for me! I don't want to befriend trauma.

"What was your valid reason?"

"You don't know how it hurts to be forgotten instantly because you were not being forgotten; you're the one who forgets."

You pushed people away just to miss them back and again...

I have this thoughts in my head about pains of "the one that got away". One was about, getting out of love with someone; the other one was watching somebody you used to love getting married with someone.