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yes! i experience this and it’s really unsettling. unfortunately i haven’t found any way to get rid of the songs when they happen. for me they just kind of… pass after a few hours. i wish i had more to offer than just solidarity. best of luck <3

hOLY MOLY CUTIE ALERT X2

Rule 1: Write down the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions from the person who tagged you. Rule 3: Make up 11 new questions and tag 11 new people. Rule 4: Tag the person who tagged you so they can see your answers. 

I’ve been tagged by  m-rphy!

1. If there was an apocalypse, would you rather die right at the beginning together with your loved ones, or survive, probably seeing your loved ones die or be killed?

I mean it depends on the nature of the apocalypse, but I would rather survive and have a chance. Actually, considering how medically messed up I am, I wouldn't last long anyway, so yeah maybe get it over with so I don't have a long drawn out death.

2. Would you like it more if you knew one of your favorite celebrities and they didn’t like you, or they didn’t know you but there would never be an opportunity for you to get to know each other (you can still admire them for afar, obviously)?

Well, since the latter is pretty much true already, I'll stick with that.

3. If you had to decide on one place where you want to spend the rest of your life right now, which one would it be?

Oh hmm. Maybe somewhere really low-key like a cabin in some pretty forest. Something nice like that surrounded by nature. 

4. Are there any plants in your bedroom/flat/house (they have to be yours, not your flat mate’s or parents’)? If not, is it because you’d forget to water them?

Nope. Plants generally seem to hate me. I remember to water them, but they still don't do well.

5. Which fictional world would you love to live in if you had the chance?

Well I would be dead within about a day in the worlds of my current top fandoms (The 100, TWD), so maybe the Harry Potter world so I could go to Hogwarts. Or I would probably fit in well in Hobbiton in the LotR world because I'm so short.

6. What is a hair color you always wanted to have, natural or unnatural?

Maybe bright pink or purple or red. I've always wanted to dye my hair some random bright color. 

7. Did you have a happy childhood?

Ehh. In the sense that I had/have a good relationship with my parents for the most part. But I spent too much of childhood dealing with surgeries and hospitals and other medical crap. And I had long periods of not having any friends and it sucked. So there's that.

8. What is one dish you absolutely can not stand?

This is the hardest question so far. I'll ask my mom since she is a chef and pays a lot of attention to food habits. She says roasted brussels sprouts. That seems accurate. I find them too bitter.  

9. How often do you forget to brush your teeth?

Never at night, but sometimes in the morning depending on the day. 

10. Is assuming that people who hang out with you and stuff don’t actually like you a thing you do?

100% of the time. I can't even talk to people I've been friends with for 6+ years without thinking they hate me. 

11. What is something you could never do? 

Intentionally hurt someone I care about. 

My mom shouted at me "Belly dancing!" That is also true since I have a lot of scars on my abdomen and would be too self-conscious. Also I am bad at dancing.

I am super lazy and unimaginative so just stick with those questions.