#p2024

Spent my Sunday cleaning & tidying up my place. Lit up a candle & got my book ready. Telling myself that I deserve to rest & have peace & no need to get anxious with work because I will be okay, no matter what happens tomorrow.

always sitting alone in a bedroom instead of talking to others is how I know I am always that shy kid.

Just realised that the time between 4:30 p.m to 5:30 p.m is kinda depressing for me at home, another day is leaving my life and i’m not ready for it!!

I have not finished reading for this year yet and Goodreads already sent me the 2024 graphic stats via email, outrageous!

i hate how my skin is always red & flaky around the mouth, especially in winter and it looks super awkward to put make up on or go out and feeling like I have a 'red' beard somehow...

last night i realised that i’m at that age where Plath was struggling with her marriage and spending a terrible last winter of her life & next month I’ll reach the age where she barely made it till she died in her own hands…i don’t know why but it hit me hard.