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          That night kept playing over in his head like something that could           hesitantly be compared to when he found out his friend was taken           by that storm.  He wanted Haruka to be the first to know, he really           did.  But, he ended up being one of the last.  If it had just been that,           the guilt of--not meaning to--keeping something so exponentially           important from someone who had no right being kept in the dark,           Makoto might have been able to sleep that night.

          But, unfortunately, it wasn't just that.  Haruka even said it himself;           Makoto, the last person who should take an offensive side against           him, had done just that.  Makoto as saying exactly what everyone            else was and it hurt his best friend.  If it hadn't, he wouldn't have           gotten so...angry wasn't even the word.  It being a blessing, and for           the first time in this case, also a curse, the brunet could see that the           other was scared, hurt, unsure, like his whole world had been           shaken out from under him.  Alright, maybe that was just Makoto.

          He went to Haru's house, he wasn't sure how long it had been after           their argument and there was no answer.  The orca only grew truly           panicked when the front door was locked.  As much as every single           part of him wanted to call his friend, he couldn't.  He couldn't stand           to hear his voice mail box shooing him away.  Instead, he managed           to send a text to everyone who may know where he was.  Including Rin.

          Australia, huh?  How sudden but, strangely, it gave him a peace of           mind.  Haruka was going to discover something there.  What, he           wasn't quite sure.  This trip with Rin would be the best thing for the           Nanase boy and that mantra was the only thing keeping Makoto           from eating himself from the inside out with worry and regret.  And,           God, did he miss him.

          Makoto found out through Rin when they'd be coming back.  Information           received with a relived sigh, it wouldn't be at a horrible hour.  Midday           and before the team wanted to schedule the training for Nationals.             Now that there was a goal, an objective, something to look forward           to that wasn't their competition, the days didn't flow together and           just like that, Makoto would see his reason for swimming tomorrow.

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