The last time Akaashi made a wish on a birthday candle was when he was 7.
Since then, he hadn’t believed in birthday wishes. The banners, party decorations and food had merely felt like display. It was a waste of money, a waste of food potentially and a waste of everyone’s time having to celebrate about the day he was born in this world.
He hasn’t seen the need to make his birthdays so extravagant.
Don’t get the wrong idea, Akaashi doesn’t hate birthdays. He does appreciate them, but the thing about him is that he had always seen the logical side of things. With that, Akaashi had never truly seen the reason why people put so much effort into celebrating over one little moment in his life, why they valued it so much.
He was born into this world just like any other person. That was that, so why make it such a big ordeal?
Birthday wishes were his favorite thing about birthdays once upon a time, he remembered how eager he was, wobbling on the stool just to reach the cake and blow the candle. He had the spirit back then, felt like he was on top of the world every time he would let out his little wish and blow on the candle.Â
Some wishes came true, most of them didn’t.
As he spent more time reading books where logic had seemed more reasonable over emotion. As he eventually inherited the more practical and calculating side of his parents, the light that once shined in Akaashi’s eyes had gone dim.
In the slightest. Only in the slightest.Â
Birthday wishes were just an extra tidbit you could merit off from along with a cake and some gifts, Akaashi had considered. And he stayed with that logic until he became 16.Â
Having to worry about which high school he would go to and the prospect of immersing in a new environment made him nervous at most. So with that, he caved in for once and let himself believe birthday wishes could come true.Â
And he snuffs out the flame from the birthday candle.
Months pass him by, then it all comes together.Â
It came in the form of something loud. Something that had almost hurled himself into a fleet of stairs and across the hallway just to see him. It came in the form of something eager, too eager.Â
It came in the form of an enigma named Bokuto Koutarou.
So here Akaashi was, in his first year of high school and already fearing for his life as Bokuto had covered his eyes and led him all the way to Fukurodani’s gym.Â
Akaashi had expected this, it was November 5 after all.Â
The thing is, the preparations were the same. But the feeling wasn’t.Â
Bokuto, along with the rest of Fukurodani, had thrown an enormous surprise party for Akaashi. Washio had offered ridiculous party hats. Konoha and Sarakui had been the ones leading whatever birthday program they planned out. Komi had brought out the karaoke box (someone save Akaashi-). Fukurodani didn’t train the entire day, anything and everything was spent in celebrating Akaashi’s day.Â
It was like any other birthday.
The only difference was, Akaashi had found himself enjoying it all.
And...was he smiling? Wait, he’s laughing too?!
Bubbles of laughter had erupted from him the moment Fukurodani had hurdled him into a group hug. At the end of the day, he had returned home with a gigantic brown plush owl.
Courtesy of Bokuto Koutarou.
In fact, a lot of the birthday ideas and planning were courtesy of Bokuto. The thought of it had Akaashi sinking his face into the head of his owl plushie all through the night.Â
Akaashi thought it was over. He had himself convinced that whatever happiness he had gained from today’s celebration was just fleeting. Oh how wrong he was.Â
Now every year, Bokuto had always one upped himself when it came to Akaashi’s birthday. It would be a tragedy, Bokuto had once said to Akaashi, an absolute crime if he didn’t make Akaashi’s day the best day every year.Â
And he did, every year without fail, he had made Akaashi’s birthday more special than Akaashi could have ever asked for.Â
It came in the form of gifts, of songs, of surprises. Some extravagant, some so ridiculous it had Akaashi rolling on the floor for the first time in his life.Â
As the more surprises had yet to come, unlike the young child who’s excitement for birthdays had faded, Akaashi had longed for what Bokuto had planned for him on his birthday, concealed by a constant expression of indifference and a mountain of deadpan comments. Â
In reality, he wouldn’t ask for anything else, couldn’t ask for anything more and wouldn’t have it any other way.
Bokuto would always give to him, never once stopped even. He and Fukurodani had made his birthday more memorable than the next. Even after highschool, when they had all grown up and not everyone could celebrate as much as they wanted to and simply sent text messages, Bokuto had personally met up with Akaashi just to celebrate his birthday.
Bokuto’s presence was a constant in Akaashi’s birthdays. His love was a constant in Akaashi birthdays.
Every single one of them.Â
The last time Akaashi made a wish on a birthday candle was when he was 16.Â
He hadn’t made a wish since then.Â
He can still remember what he whispered on that day where he had found himself in a moment’s of worry. The words he had whispered before snuffing out the flames on the candles. His birthday wish:
Please grant me a miracle.
Now, Keiji’s a lot older. A pair of glasses rest all snug at the bridge of his nose.Â
With the way that Keiji resides comfortably in the four walls of an apartment. The way a feeling of a finished birthday celebration still settling in the atmosphere. The way he can still catch a glance of the five layer cake from across the kitchen. The way that Koutarou’s arms envelope him in a warmth he can’t explain, their rings shining all the brighter. The way they laugh and sing to the music playing all around them. The way that Keiji can hear Koutarou’s voice as he whispers sweet nothings and promises of love he has kept and yet to keep. The way Keiji can feel the touch of Koutarou’s lips on his own,
Keiji believes in birthday wishes once more. Only, he hadn’t thought of making another one since then.
Since that wish he had made when he was 16.
After all, it came true.Â
There wasn’t anything else Keiji could ever wish for.Â