#overdoing everything

I’m feeling weird. I’m feeling this certain thing– but I might only be feeling it as a subconscious way to mask my feelings about something else. Like I’m feeling this only because I’m trying to find a reason for me to feel this other thing! Or do I really feel this? And does the other person really feel this? Or am I overthinking my feelings? This makes no sense without context and honestly doesn’t make much sense to me.