been slightly more down in the dumps these past few days, so lemme just throw some gratitude out here!!!!!!!!!!
first of all...gabby, you’ve had some muhfuhin progress these last few weeks. like foreal. do you remember how depressed u were?? how u literally could not do anything without cryin about it first lmao. remember how caught up u were about him?? and look at u now. ya ur still lonely (lmfao) but at least you’ve been doing some schoolwork, been tryna better yourself, focusing a little more now. yeah we’re not completely there yet. but we’re getting closer!!!!! slowly but surely you will be yourself again. this is a process. don’t be fooled by some sudden momentum. this is a slow, torturous process. but you will get through this.
SECOND. idk about you, but school is finally getting challengin. yeah it frickin sucks. but hello!!!!! this is what you signed up for right?? enjoy it. you’re finally learning about what you’ve wanted to learn about!!!!!!!!! yes you’re taking two design classes and a couple advertising ones too and ur scared cuz it’s all gettin real all too fast, but hey honestly....u got it. it’s rly scary tbh finally dipping my toe in the water. but I believe in u. ya I’m switching perspectives rn idc lmao. but ya. sooner or later, you’re gonna be like leah from otwol!!!!!!! lmfao and then maybe a clark will walk into your life too. who knows lmao
third..............you are resilient. you’re still here. life has sucked, but you are still living and breathing. there is still tomorrow and then tomorrow’s tomorrow and then the next next next day to look forward to!!!!!! don’t u worry bout a thing. life is short, they say. but u know what. life is long. live in the moment and it’ll feel even longer. in a good way ofc.
fourth, you gotta put in a little effort for everything that you’re receiving rn. come on. you’ve gotten to watch two of your favorite christian bands, your fave basketball team (2 times and counting!!), freakin audrey assad, and then you’ll also be watching JOHN MUHFUHIN MAYER. LIKE DAWGGGGGG. you are getting the most rn. appreciate it. reailze that you deserve to get as much work as you get. cuz hello ur enjoying life rn.
fifth, you have an amazing support system. god gabby. I don’t think u realize how many people love u. that may sound dumb, but it’s true. don’t know what else to say. I just know that I am loved by so sosososososo many people and ofc by the most loving, most merciful, most beautiful God. ugh isn’t that great? it really is. I love life.
lastly, hello february!!!!!!!! you are 1/12 through the year. there is so much more in store for you. good, bad, whatever may come your way...you will get through it. just take it one moment at at time...breathe. LIVE. live and be thankful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
