#outsider rambles

Currently Reading: Pretty much any story on the Manta app! There’s a new one called Fly Me to the Moon that I am VERY excited about! The guys are hot, the girl is hot, the people in general are just H O T. I already hate one of the guys bc he did something unforgiveable but he’s still HOT so it makes me hate him even MORE

Last song: Panini by Lil Nas X while driving to school listening to my little brother’s playlist (he had the aux cord but we stan Lil Nas X anyways lol), but Stick by Dreamville (with JID, feat. Kenny Mason, Sheck Wes and J. Cole) on my personal playlist

Last movie: 1917 and The Menu, I can’t remember which was the MOST recent but I loved them both, 1917 made me  C R Y and I figured out what would happen in The Menu right away but my boyfriend didn’t believe me, until it did happen and then I was really proud of myself uwu

Currently Should be working on: my Notes app and my Google Docs are FILLED with stuff, it is ridiculous

- Where the Flowers Bloom: multi-chapter fic, Ekko X OC

- Cashmere and Cradles: Jean Kierstein x Pregnant!Reader fic (should be posted by the end of today!), Modern AU

- Study Buddies: Gally x Reader fic, College AU

Heyyy bestiesss, Emile here, how are you guys? I hope your 2023 has started off better than mine — I’m currently recovering from COVID after testing positive on January 1st :/ It’s been an awful experience so far, please get vaccinated and get your boosters! I’ve had mine, and had most of my boosters but put off getting the most recent one, and now I’m suffering for it. I don’t want any of you having to experience what I am!

Moving on from that, I’ve decided that from here on out I’m going to have a yearly schedule for this blog! I want to post more content without putting tons of pressure on myself, so this year, I’m going to be focused on twelve major projects, one for each month! Keep in mind that I will also be posting some flash fiction for Dead by Daylight at the same time — that’s because I’m in a writing club for it and it’s only 200 words a week, which is pretty low stakes for me, and some of these projects will be centered on the long-term projects going on in that club (signified by an asterisk). Anywho, I want to get into the current list, with their summaries:

January — Jean Kierstein x Pregnant!Reader

posted on 31 Jan 2023 — Cashmere and Cradles

February — Margaret Yamaoka (DBD OC)*

posted on 27 Feb 2023 — My Name is Margaret

March — Porco Galliard x Reader (College AU)

who knew that the aftereffects of a night of drinking would turn out to be so much more than just a hangover?

April — DBD Killers*

ya’ll remember HISHE’s superhero cafe and villain pub? yea, well… here’s my take on it

May — Fezco x Elle (Euphoria OC)

Elle, a girl from way out of town, visits her college friend McKay’s hometown for a weekend.

June — Adiris x Carmina Mora*

happy pride, from two beautiful, cursed, tall ladies in the fog to you!

July — Aaron Davis x Reader (already in progress)

when young and educated y/n’s given the opportunity of a lifetime, she plans accordingly. her life is finally starting to be perfect, until suddenly, it’s not anymore. her friendly neighborhood bachelor, Aaron Davis, helps her pick up the pieces, as she unknowingly makes him see that there’s more to life than being a villain.

August — TBD*

this bi-monthly community challenge has yet to be set.

September — Twee (Bella Sara)

Twee is often treated differently by other horses in North of North, and eventually the foal strikes out on their own.

October — Jester!Ji-Woon Hak x Princess!Reader*

Ji-Woon mysteriously appears in y/n’s kingdom as the new court jester, but he’s come for more than just laughs.

November — Ekko x Anemone (Arcane OC)

A child twice-orphaned fighting to bring power to the people, and a child without her mother, being used as a pawn in her remaining family’s struggle for power. This is the story of what happens when flowers manage to bloom in unexpected places.

December — TBD*

this bi-monthly community challenge has yet to be set.

On a separate note I am so happy that Namor fic is out there bc I’ve been eating that shit UP also, I’m working on a long fic for him myself… anyone interested in seeing that? The summary is this:

y/n watches her worst nightmare unfold in front of her, and in her final moments, she is saved by an angel. or maybe he’s a demon, but she doesn’t seem to care after a point.

howdy! I’m redoing my masterlist and figured I should also sort out the fun little posts that are about me! if you’d ever like to tag me in a ‘get to know me’ challenge that is always welcome! and any time you want to send in an ask, I’m happy to answer! <3 and feel free to do the challenges here yourself! :)

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answer the prompts! • episode 2 • episode 3 • episode 4 • episode 5 • episode 6 • episode 7 • episode 8

pick a number ask game!

Anybody wanna hop on that taglist? I’ll drop a teaser below! Excerpt from my fic:

“It doesn’t matter, I’m done. Just let me go.” Instead of listening, he quickly grabs my arm, pinning it to my chest with his first hand, and reaching out to touch my keys. The second his finger makes contact with them, they disintegrate, and my stomach drops.

• I was tagged by @pr1ncessm00n 💕 tysm for tagging me! I’m very excited to do this uwu

• modern!au for this ship bc canon universe is too depressing to have a relationship w Porco in 😭💔

1. your anime self ship in person

Porco Galliard aka Papi Porco 😩🥵🤯😍

2. your ship name

Pormile doesn’t look right, so EmiCo it is!

3. what do you call each other?

That’s a good question! I think for me, I’d call Porco: Porco, Pock, Pocky, Pockyboi, Babe, Baby, Hottie, Cutie, Hotman (bc ATLA ofc uwu), and probably a bunch of different things when he’d try to get on my nerves (think: Fucker, Asshat, Fucknuggets etc) LMAO

I think Porco would call me Emile, Emi, E, Mamas, Baby, Mommy, Cutie, Babygirl, Babe, Hottie, etc and the same nicknames for when I’m getting on his nerves 😇

4. who confessed first?

In general, I’m SUPER shy when it comes to crushes and stuff, so he’d definitely be the one to ask me out, but I would reciprocate whatever energy he gave because how could I NOT like him back? He’s beautiful 😩💕 Any first steps would almost certainly be initiated by him because I’m too pussy to be that forward.

In reference to the L-word, I have a rule of not confessing first. Not out of pride, but because I never want to pressure anyone into saying it when they’re not comfortable doing so, so even though I would be READY to say it first, I would wait for him. BUT, I have a feeling that he would end up saying it when he’s frustrated about me NOT saying it, or if something happens to me he might say it then. I feel like we might end up playing the long game on that one for no reason, though, and that would be annoying LOL

5. how long have you been together?

SHEESH forEVER! or if we haven’t been together for that long, it at least feels like we’ve been together forever. We’d get comfortable around each other quick, and I think because we’d be kindred spirits, we would know each other’s souls uwu 💕

6. are you affectionate?

HELL YEA! I’m a slut for cuddles and hand-holding, long hugs etc. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, so physical touch of any kind helps me to stay calm and keep my constantly racing thoughts from going out of control.

Porco is DEFINITELY someone to be affectionate. I think he loves it, and enjoys having a hand on my knee, my calve, thigh, just wherever is easiest, and I think he relishes in PDA - even more so if he’s ever feeling jealous because this is PORCO we’re talking about lol. Cuddling at night for sure, among other things 👀 long story short: Porco’s a fiend okay? okay 🥵

7. living together/married?

living together! not married yet - we plan to eventually but for now we’re just cruising, we’re comfortable :)

8. kids:

none yet! when we get married, we’re probably just gonna spend the first couple years having fun and enjoying our time alone together, but Porco’s relationship with his brother made kids SUPER important for him. When we DO take that leap, we’ll have one biological child, and adopt another one when we feel ready to handle two kids at once. they’ll both be girls, because let’s be honest, Porco would be the BEST dad for girls and their Uncle Marcel would come over all the time! Besides, Porco NEEDS girls, because they would teach him some important lessons about life.

9. what your friend group looks like

I’m a Paradis kid in this ship, so you know all of our lovely cadets would be my friends, but Jean, Ymir and Historia would be my closest friends from the bunch. Porco’s friends would be the Warriors and Candidates, of course. Of his friends, I think I would be closest to Marcel, Pieck and Colt, and of my friends, I think Ymir and Jean would get the closest to Porco, but he would still be pretty popular all around.

10. how you each get along with your friends

I think we would get along with each other’s friends swimmingly! Porco is a caring, friendly person (to everyone but Reiner, which while not fair, is understandable in the series) who likes to have fun and is fiercely loyal to his friends, and I think that introducing him to all my Paradis buddies would mean he was instantly liked by everyone. I can only hope that all of his friends would like me, but seeing how they’re all so nice, I definitely would like all of them. Marcel would already know me before Porco introduced me to the group because he can’t exactly spend time with me at his dorm (pre-move-in) without his brother knowing, and eventually the three of us would have an apartment together, possibly adding Pieck along the way. Pieck, being one of Porco’s best friends, as well as a good judge of character, would probably attach herself to me from the very start, seeing my anxiety and how much I care about Porco and deciding she wanted to be my friend, and I think Colt and I would find we have a lot in common. As for my friends, I think Ymir and Porco would bond over them both being so close to me, and them both having small girlfriends they need to protect… plus all the double dates would force them to break the ice pretty quick. Jean and Porco would get along well from having complementary dispositions. They’d definitely have more in common than they would think at first glance, and I’d like to think that if Marcel wasn’t the best man at our wedding, Jean would be.

11. night in or night out

Both! I love adventuring, but I’m also content with a movie night, and Porco would be the same way. We’d probably start most of our dates out on the town or somewhere, then finish them at home cuddled up on the couch :)

12. your favorite date day/night

I think my favorite date would probably be traveling. I’ve always wanted to visit Morocco and Tunisia to see what kind of world my ancestors lived in, Ireland to find my family castle, Egypt to study (I’m super into Egyptology), France for the food and family history, England, Scotland, Sweden, the Czech Republic and Slovakia, because I have ethnic ties there, and I think Porco would enjoy it, too. Of course, we would also go wherever his ethnic road map lead us, as it’s only fitting. I think just the two of us exploring the world and our history together would be magical, and if we were ever to have a surprise (👀💍👀🍼👀) it would happen on one of those trips!

BLANK FORM:

1. your anime self ship in person

2. your ship name

3. what do you call each other?

4. who confessed first?

5. how long have you been together?

6. are you affectionate?

7. living together/married?

8. kids:

9. what your friend group looks like

10. how you each get along with your friends

11. night in or night out

12. your favorite date day/night

fun fact: my kitty is laying on my lap as I finish this (sitting on the TOILET, no less) and she looks very precious and is purring sm it is adorable but also gross at the same time bc ma’am I was TRYING to take a DUMP

I thoroughly enjoyed indulging myself in this, thanks again @pr1ncessm00n for tagging me! 🥺💕 I’m so glad Tumblr lead me to you! Self-shipping ftw!