#outofwedlock

I was watching one of the Worst of deviantART video compilations on Youtube and found this rare gem. 

((Hello, everyone (specifically just Alex and Alanah since I am not ready to promote this blog to the other Lupin III muns at this point), this may sound trivial, but, I have decided to changed my url to give it a more creative vein. I hope you guys don’t mind despite the annulment of her fraudulent marriage with Blupin. 

"I would be remiss if I didn't lend my two cents. I don't think having a child young has to be a death sentence."

How in the hell does this mean that I have no concept of poverty? How in the world have I grown up how I've grown up and yet still have no concept of the real world? 

I understand that I have no adult experiences in the hood while sober. No, I was high and nodding out most of my adolescence and post-adolescence. Yes, sleeping in a car is much better when you only wake up there and have no knowledge of the cold of the night. No. But, I read. I've been there, I've lived it. I thought East Village was a palace, I still think East Village is a palace.

I think I have a unique experience because I've lived in many classes. Wealth, middle, lower, and abject poverty has been reality in my twenty five years. I've vacationed with free breakfasts, on yachts, and climate treated spa rooms as a child. I've pushed a car down the road to a doctor's appointment where I had insurance as a pre-teen. I've bought cocaine specifically to put in my tooth for a toothache as a teen. I've stolen and lied for heroin money and band-aids for my picked skin and nails as a teen as well. I've been locked in rooms, cars, jails, and my mind as a young adult. I've detoxed, thrown up blood, blacked out, lost months, and repressed many more horrible situations. I've lost children, I had a child at twenty.

I got my GED and been a recipient of social services. I've been a recipient of a full scholarship. I've grown and learned the real worth of money. I've vacationed in climate controlled rooms, shopped at Macy's again. 

I'm nationally recognized now... and I will only get bigger.