#outoftwilight

                                The hoarse breath looking for the dark and cold hand,                                            I’m rendered breathless by this grey reality.                               If I could have it so, the fish would swim without problem,                                              Laughing at us who walk on the earth!

                                 The hoarse breath looking for the dark and cold hand,                                         I’m rendered breathless by the grey moonlight.                                         The darkness melts my mind and body both,                                                Softly, quietly, step on their shadow!

So I’m currently writing, rewriting, and retconning some stuff about Yuu, and while I’m doing that, I would like to point out that like many OCs I have, Yuugetsu is taken to logical extremes in terms of character. With the huge amount of team members she has, and how powerful many of them are, it’s very easy to chalk her up as overpowered and even Mary Sue-ish. 

Here’s the catch: that’s the point. 

Allow me to explain.

                Just dance once the count rings out,                 signaling the beginning.        It’s a banquet on a sleepless night.               Just throw away all of your inhibitions.                                                                        In fact, they are the right things here.                 All you’ve gotta do is to bring them on stage.

THE BASICS:

Name: Lotus Pronouns: They/She Sexuality: Somewhere under the ace/demi umbrella. Fuck if I know. Taken or single: Single, not opposed to having a partner, but not actively searching for one.

THREE FACTS:

I'm usually pretty oblivious to western pop culture, since I catered my tastes to (usually) niche eastern media from an EXTREMELY young age (I was given unrestricted internet access since 3rd grade.) MY OWN MOTHER introduced me to (non-children's) anime because I caught her watching Prince of Tennis. She allowed it because we're Japanese and it'd help with me learning via osmosis.

Somewhat related to the above, I'm both a foodie and an audiophile, and even though I have an absolutely abysmal appetite, I do have a taste for the good stuff since my family travels a lot. I do also enjoy cooking and baking when I have the energy to do it. On the music side of things, my CONDENSED playlist on YouTube is 2000 videos and counting.

I rarely have the energy for them, but I have a lot of creative hobbies, and I like working with my hands. Wax sealing, drawing, crochet, cooking/baking, stuff like that. I've been trying to get into visible mending/embroidery, but my motor control isn't the greatest, so I sometimes struggle with the fine details.

EXPERIENCE:

How long? (months/years): I've been roleplaying ever since... 2014? I have been on Tumblr since I was old enough to have an account, started RP later that year, quite literally learning RP etiquette via trial by fire, and while I've taken a couple year-long+ hiatuses, I keep coming back. There are people here who remember me from when I was a baby stumbling around and navigating how the fuck being on the internet works.

Platforms you've used: Uhh.... Tumblr and Discord, a couple other sites very briefly.

Best experience: Meeting my long-time accomplices @oflegendariesandtrainers and @castelias-comeups, back when all three of us were in the Touhou RPC. They've quite literally watched me grow up, and I would not be the same person without them.

MUSE PREFERENCES:

Female or Male: My muses? I feel like I have a better handle on female/NB muses, since I'm AFAB and therefore I have a lot more experience with the subtleties of the experiences of those muses, but I have a fair amount of male muses as well. As for the muses I like writing with? Don't care as long as the dynamic is fun. If anything, my muse preferences are more of a matter of mun chemistry than anything.

Fluff, Angst, or Smut: The list of people I'm comfortable writing smut with is short. The list of people I'll write smut with that are actually interested in writing smut is shorter. I'll take the other two any day, though.

Plots or Memes: Yes.

Long or Short Replies: I don't like super short replies unless it's dash comm or crack. Longer-form writing is more my speed. I like having something to work with.

Best Time To Write: Uhhh, depends on when I can wrangle my braincells. The mental disorder soup that is my brain can be fickle, but if I'm online, I'm usually down to clown.

Are You Like Your Muse(s): Yuu and I share some similarities, but we've got very different formative experiences that give a fair bit of contrast. The rest of my muses vary.