#outoftransformations

Lately I haven’t been all that interested in NSFW RP. For a few reasons. First off is the “I haven’t been interested in porn lately” excuse. Which is odd. Like, I just haven’t felt very sexual lately. I’ve been cutting back on jacking it before bed and found I’ve been sleeping a lot better. And when I do get off it feels much better having not have done it just earlier. I don’t know exactly what’s going on. Maybe it’s stress, maybe it’s something else, but I just haven’t been feeling lately. I’m trying not to force myself to be horny, and instead just letting it come naturally, and I think that has a big contribution to not wanting to delve into porn.

The second thing is, nsfw RP has gotten sort of dull lately. There seems to be no driving factor to keep it interesting, no conflict, no romance, just, “He/she did this, then they did that...” And I guess it wouldn’t be too bad if I was in the mood, but the real big thing that’s kept me uninterested lately is the lack of things done to my characters. I want things to happen to them, especially Char. Feminize him, fatten him up, or turn him into a sex toy... Something. But I feel like my characters end up doing the work. And it’s not interesting to me. There’s nothing to it that keeps me wanting more. Just a cycle of events that I wish were being done to me/my characters instead of doing to others. I feel like I want my share of the fun.

Really, I just want to RP plot-driven stuff. It can be sfw, nsfw, I don’t care, but I like plot. Something with conflict that isn’t quickly overcome by one character giving into another. I want to see characters grow form an experience. I want for something to happen that isn’t as flat as low-quality pornos. And I don’t blame you guys exactly for it. It’s just that I haven’t been too invested in it. But my SFW blog has no RP followers anymore. Nobody wants to RP with me or my characters. Not for plot at least.