Mun and Muse

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GENERAL

Name: Abigail Elizabeth Hobbs Alias(es): Abby, puffin (by her father) Gender: Female Age: 19 (though I’ve written her as old as 23 in certain AUs)  Date of Birth: August 6 Place of Birth: Duluth, MN Hometown: Bloomington, MN  Spoken Languages: English, and a little Spanish (from school) Romantic Preference: (I honestly don’t know? There are so many terms that I get confused, but she’s only been in relationships with men.) Sexual Preference: Heterosexual Occupation: N/A. In my older verses, she’s a college student.

APPEARANCE

Eye Color: Deep ice blue Hair Color: Dark brown Height: 5′5″ Scars: Knife wound from her father on her throat; a pale, barely noticeable line on her shin from falling out of a tree; a scar beneath her elbow from breaking her arm (from the same tree accident). Burns: None. Overweight: No. Underweight: A little.

FAVORITE

Color: Earthy tones are her color of choice, so she doesn’t have a specific favorite, though if she had to choose, it would be green. Hair Color: No preference. Eye Color: No preference. Song: Human by Daughter Movie: The Princess Bride T.V. Show: Abigail used to enjoy procedural dramas, but that quickly dissipated. As a whole, she doesn’t really watch much TV. Food: Cowboy chili (a special recipe she used to make with her family). Drink: Shirley Temples Book: Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte

HAVE YOU

Passed A Levels/APs: Yes. Passed University: In some verses. Had sex: In some verses. Had sex in public: No. Gotten pregnant: No. Kissed a male: Only a select few. Kissed a female: Once -- Marissa offered to show her how to kiss before they entered high school, so she took her up on it. Gotten tattoos: No. Gotten piercings: Her ears, though she rarely wears earrings. Had a broken heart: Over her family, absolutely. Friendships and romances weren’t a huge part of her childhood. Been in love: No. Stayed up for more than 24 hours: No.

ARE YOU

A Virgin: In some verses. A Cuddler: No. Post-trauma, cuddling can make her uncomfortable and panicky, depending on how in control she feels. A Kisser: Sometimes. Scared Easily: Not usually, but post-trauma she can easily be set off. Jealous Easily: No. Trustworthy: To those she is loyal toward, yes. Dominant: Sometimes. Submissive: Sometimes, though this is less common after her father’s death. She has a strong desire for control. In love: No. Single: Yes.

RANDOM QUESTIONS

Have you harmed yourself: Only once. It was after she first started luring with her father. In an effort at proving to herself that everything was real, she took a hunting blade and cut along her palm. Thought of suicide: Despite her self-loathing, she is afraid of death, so it doesn’t occur too often. She’s fought far too hard to lose her life. Attempted suicide: No. Wanted to kill someone: Despite loving her father, she occasionally wishes she had killed him herself. In survival AUs, she also wants to kill Hannibal. Drove a car: Yes. Have/had a job: Yes -- mostly summer jobs, like at amusement parks and restaurants. Have any fears: Far too many to name, but her biggest fear is becoming like her father.

FAMILY

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NAME: I have many aliases, cuz I grew up when you “weren’t supposed” to give out your first name online, lol. Most ppl call me Kendra, which is my writing/vidding pseudonym. GENDER: female STAR SIGN: Capricorn HEIGHT: 5′2 and a half. THAT EXTRA HALF INCH IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME, MMKAY? Also, your body stretches a bit during the night (you’re apparently shorter during the day cuz gravity’s compressing your spine), so in the morning I’m 5′3″. I MEASURED MYSELF AFTER I FOUND OUT ABOUT THAT. AND I REALLY WAS 5′3″. WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?: Ruth, after both of my grandmas. :3 PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 6 SONGS THAT POPPED UP Eve 6 - Inside Out Bat for Lashes - Laura Bastille - Laura Palmer Memoryhouse - Bonfire OneRepublic - Don’t Look Down Lady Gaga - Poker Face *lmao I love how the first and last song on this shuffle are old af. Truthfully, I’m shocked that none of my 70s music popped up. FAVE 5EVAR.

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHAT’S LINE 17? His voice turned unsure, questioning, as though he couldn’t comprehend what I was saying. “Um...okay.” - The Impossible by Joyce Smith. (That was a really bad excerpt lol, I swear it’s much better than it sounds!) EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? LoL no?? Does anyone?? I mean yeah, I guess OBVIOUSLY people have, but it’s far less common these days. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? It’s not like I take account of these things, so Idk? I jokingly do “dad dances” all the time. WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? I honestly don’t develop crushes on celebs, so much as the characters they portray lol. And even then, it’s not really a crush? Though ppl can certainly tell who I’m into at the time since I draw them, vid them, etc. etc. So obviously, I’m all about Kacey Rohl, and to a lesser extent, Hugh Dancy. I also closely follow Caroline Dhavernas these days, though I don’t have a girl crush on her. And I enjoy Katharine Isabelle, too. ALL DA HANNILADIES. WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE; SOUND YOU LOVE? I hate the sound of the annoying, loud ppl over the wall of my cubicle who’re always playing golf instead of working. Yes. They have a golf set AND a basketball hoop, so I have to hear them thudding basketballs against the wall, too. I MAY SOUND LIKE A JERK, BUT I LIKE TO CONCENTRATE. As for a sound I love, Idk, I guess the sound of rain? It’s so peaceful. Unless I’m stuck outside, ofc. lol DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? HOW ABOUT ALIENS? Not really? It’s complicated. Cuz I believe that our loved ones can contact us, but I don’t really believe in ghosts the way they’re presented in TV/movies. Idk. And I suppose there’s got to be life other than us somewhere, but I doubt it’s little green men. Honestly, I don’t feel strongly about either of these things, so I’d put myself somewhere in the middle on the belief spectrum. DO YOU DRIVE? IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? Yes. -_- I crashed about 2 or 3 weeks ago, actually. NOT HAVING A CAR SUCKS. I slid on the ice and flipped my car onto its side. It was a nice car that I’d JUST BOUGHT IN AUGUST, and I’m totally mad at myself, grr. But most importantly, I wasn’t hurt -- I’m very loyal to the car brand because of it!

//First of all, thanks for the question! <3 Second of all, ohhh, boy. There are SO many theories I’ve had about this scene over the years, but I’ve finally come to a conclusion I’ve begun to prefer over the others. In that scene with Will, I don’t think she was being completely sincere. Her “It felt good” was a gauge – not only for herself, but for Will’s reaction, and how he responded. At that point, she had suspected that he was the Copycat killer, and since one of her greatest survival skills was to read people and manipulate based on that knowledge, she was testing Will to see if he “felt good” for ending her father’s life (and thus potentially Marissa’s). Yes, I’m sure a part of Abigail “felt good” for killing Boyle, but if she truly did feel that way, he wouldn’t have been included in her guilty conscience nightmare. I think she felt remorse for his death. Her expression while Freddie talks to her in 1x12 about Boyle solidifies that. And if we stick with the original script (which I do, because I like it better), Abigail claimed she pictured her father while sticking Boyle with the knife. As someone who’d been abused, it would be no wonder that she felt good after that catharsis. So yes, Abigail presented the proper emotions so she could play the game and survive, but she was not a bloodthirsty murderer. That’s who Hannibal wanted her to be. Neither Will nor Hannibal ever saw Abigail for who she truly was, and I think that’s what makes her such a case of contention for the fandom since the first instinct is to side with one POV or the other. But both are wrong about her, so it’s relatively pointless. She’s somewhere in between.