#outforthefirsttime

Weirdos on the loose! 💀💀💀 #goneferal #outforthefirsttime #yeg #blakbar #blakbaryeg (at BLAKBAR) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRux42fBZOS/?utm_medium=tumblr

In a state of great fear. Why the hell does this have to be in one day? First its the series of fucking message he's been posting for days now and its got me like would you stop? Somebody is still hurting here. Then its the unending mood swings of H. Up then down. Up then down. I can't through a day without him saying what he wants. Then its my aching body that releases a small amount of energy when I'm on duty. That conive with the electricity loss at stc. Like seriously. It was really hot and Im doing tasks manually. My mind was actually gonna let go of these unfortunate events until... The news got off. A group is being punished out of altered schedules. In not ready to take the fall. Im not ready to fail. But my groupmate does. My mind is in between thoughts. I want to save myself. I want to tell my madame. But how could I save myself if my friends are on it. I dont what to do. :( My mom was the only thing I look forward at the end of this day, suprisingly, she left without saying goodbye. :'( I was to confide with my bestfriend. But how could I if she's having a bad day too? They lost at a competition. All my friends has dilemma on their own and I know they are tired of hearing me rant. So its you and me tumblr. Thankyou. My brain thanks you.