#out.*

Something about the fact Satoru's father, Itsuki, is basically a surgeon && renowned doctor in jushiki society. All his medical care including gender affirmation care is done by Itsuki, who despite giving the air of 'not being Satoru's father' still cares deeply for his well being. It plays into the cultural shock of integrating into modern society while having to explain his clan does not emphasize gender as the Six Eyes heritor has taken hold of different vessels. Hence, his willingness to speak about being transmasc along with queer with a fluid easiness.

    I think a lot of the reason I sorta stepped back from this place was recognizing you can do everything 'right' as a female OC but it just does not feel like enough. You can have constant pretty graphics, pretty prose, try to extend outwards but after awhile you do feel like banging your head on a wall. It's jarring to see whenever I hop onto my Satoru or multimuse, there is a complete interest primarily cause they're male dominated. It's demotivating while also making me think I've sunk in four years with Sayuri, the people who are interested in her I cherish so deeply, but continuously having to assert she is my main muse also gets me exhausted. What's ironic is the traits of her being petty, cold, or nasty are often liked on male characters which makes no sense ???? The community talks about being different or treating female OCs / muses with respect yet can't seem to act upon it.

the depression that hits when you end one of your favorite books

oh snap happy new year from the west coast!!! 🍾🥂🥂

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I also like to imagine the mark of a Gojo is traditionally long hair, cutting it above the ears is considered a big no. Satoru's father, Itsuki, wore his past his thighs in youth, where his mother Umeko preferred to her shoulders, he was encouraged to grow his out but due to cultural environment in his Tokyo Tech days he excitedly wore it shorter to which they never complained. Anyway, it made me think of how he performs in terms of masculinity while falling into androgynous with personal style. Hence, his heir verse where he is pushing 40 he does have a long slate of pure white hair to demonstrate his nobility / might.