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    "My future husband    already exists!        I just haven't met him yet..  I wonder what        he's doing right now..    Probably hanging        around with friends..   dating another girl...  "

He liked it here, miles below the surface of the ocean, far closer to the bottom of the sea than to the sky. He liked the silence it brought and he liked the view. Through clear pieces of glass, spread throughout the buildings and walkways of Rapture, the Outsider could observe countless forms of marine life, including his favorite species whales. But to be honest it wasn't the view or the location at that that had brought him to this ahead of it's time city.

No it was the people who dwelt here that caught his attention; the scientists, the dreamers, the men and women of power. It was the many possibilities they held, possibilities that no matter how they turned out, would prove to be interesting to watch. The future of Rapture, no matter the outcome, was going to be something he would not miss seeing.

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                  It had been a few weeks since he last had a single shot of ADAM that wasn't meant for his plasmids. As stocks were decreasing and business wasn't doing as well as it used to, Jack realized something about his life was off.

     His mind was eerily clear now---- he could actually think without his train of thought wandering to extremely sordid things, things he didn't dare even dream of before he arrived to Rapture. The city had done more than ruin him -- it had torn him apart, turned inside out and downright violated him, much in the same way he did with Atlas.

                        Maybe it had been an act of some screwed-up revenge.

     Jack honestly didn't blame Atlas. He had used and abused him in the same way Rapture had taken his innocence and twisted its neck until it no longer twitched and screamed in protest. It was nothing compared to what Fontaine had done to him, but Atlas didn't deserve what wrath Jack had left after killing the conman. After all, he was swept up in his plans as much as Jack was, even if it was willingly at first. The younger man wanted to hit himself for only realizing that now. What Atlas did made him nowhere near deserving of whatever 'punishment' Jack's ADAM-crammed self felt like he did.

                        Why did he not believe him when he could? Was he too far gone at that point? Was he too determined to kill Fontaine to care and then too angry thereafter? Questions that not even Jack could answer. The fact seemed so long ago ...

                                     He had given Fontaine too quick a death.                                      But then again, it was out of his hands.

     The way Atlas was looking at him had him hang his head down in shame -- heck, he even dropped to his knees prior to bursting out in tears in front of the Irishman, his tears stinging fresh wounds on his face. ( He had been fighting to distract himself from withdrawal symptoms, that much was clear. ) It was an embarrassing sight, but honestly the boy could not have cared less for his newly appointed title of Rapture's ruler. What he did care about was something far more important to him.

     "It's not like that," the brunet choked out. "It's been a while since---- since I let that stuff into my body. I can actually think now, and it hurts, everything hurts----- what I did to you and, and-- the baby---- Remembering----"

                                   He had to take a deep breath to keep himself from breaking down again. His hands found his temples and massaged them as he shut his eyes. He was visibly shaking -- he didn't want to be alone. Not here. Not now. But he'd give Atlas his freedom if he wanted it. "I know it won't fix what I did, but---- I'm so, so sorry. And I understand you're angry. I won't blame you if you walk out on me anyway. You don't deserve any of this."

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A thing you like about their character : The way he is written makes him likable but at the same time despicable if that makes sense. 

Do you interact? Why/why not? : We tend to interact more OOC currently, but that’s cause I owe them a really overdo starter that is rotting in my drafts. 

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