#oursecret

Jinyoung was a little surprised at you snapping at him like that, if you weren't pregnant you would only have asked him nicely to stop instead of glaring as if you wanted to murder him.

“Alright, I'll keep my mouth shut” He said with a small smile “Wear something comfy though, we're not going anywhere fancy” Jinyoung wrapped his arms around your body, his eyes meeting yours on your reflection “And leave your wallet here, let me spoil you today okay baby?”

After receiving an ultimatum from Yugyeom, Jinyoung accepted the fact that you had to find out about his infidelity, it wouldn't be fair for you to live in a lie and you deserved to have the right to choose if you wanted to forgive him or not. Nobody said the exact moment when he had to tell you though and that's why Jinyoung had been a little selfish and planned the perfect date for the entire day.

The last one in case you chose to leave him.

No matter how many smiles he shot your way, how many kisses he left on your cheeks or lips and how many hugs he gave you the date still felt weird, like there was something he wasn't telling you but since you didn't know what was truly going on you just assumed it was just your imagination running wild.

By the time you two were in the car, you couldn’t help but be a little nervous. Jinyoung insisted on keeping the destination or destinations like he had said once before getting out of the apartment as a secret so you truly didn't know where was he taking you. Sensing your fidgety movements on the passenger seat, Jinyoung reached out and grabbed your hand, holding it softly as he drove.

“Relax” He said quietly, kissing your knuckles as he kept his eyes on the road “I promise you're going to enjoy today” Jinyoung muttered softly.

“It's not that” You said with an excited smile on your face, forgetting for some brief seconds about the weird feeling in your chest, about your heart's silent warnings. “I just want to know where you're taking me so bad”

Jinyoung smiled shaking his head a little. You were just acting like in your first date with him, sitting on the passenger seat and fidgeting with the hem of your dress excitedly as you tried to guess where he was taking you. The only difference was that now you were pregnant and about to have twins. Who would have told the both of you your relationship would get so far? It had been so difficult sometimes, specially adjusting his idol life to your normal one and now...Later today, Jinyoung would confess his worst mistake and the biggest obstacle your relationship had ever faced.

“You're taking me to the zoo!?”

Your extremely happy squeaking pulled Jinyoung out of his thoughts. His lips turned into a huge smile as he quickly glanced to his side to watch your reaction. He took you to the zoo on your first date after he had found out that your parents never took you to one, so taking you to the same place on what possibly could be your last date somehow made sense to Jinyoung.

With him by your side, hidden behind black caps and masks you spent the best morning ever in the zoo. You held Jinyoung's hand and pulled him wherever you wanted to go as you held the zoo's map with your free hand. He never complained, Jinyoung just walked behind you with a cute smile on his face, squeezing your hand from time to time whenever you would start gushing about animals being cute and wanting something as a pet. You felt like you were seventeen again, walking with your boyfriend hand in hand frantically searching the cute otters you were dying to see.

It was the first time people were staring at you for being such a cute and adorable couple, some envious and some wishing to be in such a cute relationship those didn’t know what was truly going on, just like you.

Luckily nobody recognised your husband which allowed you to enjoy your visit until lunch time when you and Jinyoung bought two hamburgers with fries and forgot about his idol diet. You knew he was trying to give you that perfect date of a normal couple since his busy schedule had caused him to spend more time away than at home.

If only you knew…

The both of you spent most of the afternoon sitting in the park, watching the lake full of ducks as you simply talked about your soon to be born kids. Now that they were getting out really soon, the pregnancy felt extremely real and slightly scary. Giving birth was obviously not a pleasant thing but what made everything better was the fact that Jinyoung seemed to be even more nervous than you.

“I swear to God, don't just...Start giving birth all of a sudden” He said making you laugh, half joking but also being kind of serious.

“It's not something I can plan though” You replied amused, watching him with the sweetest yet brightest smile in the world.

“Well there must be some signs or things that can tell you it's about to happen” Jinyoung muttered watching you with caring almost sad eyes.

Even though he was trying his hardest to enjoy the date as much as you, the thought of this day possibly being your last one together kept popping into his mind ruinning his mood.

“I'll be there for you though” Jinyoung said with a soft smile, reaching up to brush some of your hair behind your ear “Because I love you so god damn much (Y/N)”

You smiled against his lips, making him laugh through the kiss “You're so cheesy Jinyoungie” He pecked your lips again, his hands holding yours

“I know you secretly love it though”

Between sweet and silly conversations, hours kept flying by, the day passing super quick. The end of your date arrived as you and Jinyoung walked out of the movie theatre almost at midnight after a really long movie session along with some make out breaks. The two of you had agreed to go straight back home since after eating most of the sweets, chocolates and popcorn your husband bought you felt full enough to skip dinner.

As you mentally planned a huge cuddling session to end the horrific date Jinyoung had planned you couldn't help but feel a small change in the atmosphere. It was when you got in the car that Jinyoung seemed to get a bit more fidgety than usual, extremely quiet also, which was really weird since he loved to hum to the songs that his favorite radio station played. The fact that he also wasn't holding your hand anymore told you bad news were coming and suddenly, the feeling of this date being Jinyoung's way of saying goodbye to you made sense.

Why would he leave though? Would he have to go on tour for a really long time? Was he scared about raising up the twins? Was the company forcing him to do this?

“Jinyoung?” Your voice came out weak, scared but Jinyoung was too busy mentally preparing some kind of speech for you later to notice this “Is everything okay?”

“Mhm?” He glanced at you moving his eyes back to the road “Yeah, I guess I'm just a little tired after such a long day” He lied, again.

“It was so fun and refreshing though! I truly missed going on this kind of dates with you” You admitted giggling, reaching out to rest your hand on top of his.

They were as cold as ice.

“Do you feel good?” You insisted, your eyes realizing he looked a bit paler than usually.

How could he feel good? He was about to tell you all the things he did behind your back, all the times he lied to you and all the times he deliberately decided to step on your trust to just have some fun with a stranger. Jinyoung couldn't believe how stupid he was, what he did still felt like it had never happened.

“Do you want me to drive?” You asked concerned about him. Jinyoung just quietly shook his head and gripped the steering wheel tighter, his panicked eyes on the road.

“I'm good babe, really”

To say the smile on his face was fake was an understatement. It was forced and he didn't even try to hide it.

When Jinyoung walked upstairs to your apartment with you, he mentally started swearing at Yugyeom, irrationally blaming him for your break up when the maknae had only been acting as a good best friend. The fear of losing you was driving him insane and the only thing his mind could do was looking for somebody else to take the blame.

By the time the both of you were walking through the door and into your home, you knew there was something wrong. Jinyoung avoided your eyes, there was no trace of the bright smile he had during your date and he looked as if he wanted to cry. You've never seen your husband looking so defeated, so….Broken. The happiness you've been feeling all day soon vanished and turned into fear, anxiety tightening your chest.

Your deepest thoughts and suspicions came back up, internally hitting you strongly. The moment Jinyoung turned around as he took off his jacket and your eyes met you kind of knew what was coming, what was about to happen but you still didn't want to accept the reality even when it was impossible to stop it at this point.

“I really had fun today! We should definitely go out again like this” You said forcing a smile up your lips, your hands slowly getting rid of your own coat “No fancy restaurants or events just eat junk food and visit random places” You proposed not moving your eyes away from him, watching his reaction.

“Definitely” Jinyoung replied with a small smile, sadness brighting in his eyes as he stood there in the entrance, watching you, burning the image of your smiling face in his mind in case he wouldn't have a chance to see it again. “Maybe when the kids are old enough we could take them to the zoo with us” Jinyoung proposed, his eyes moving from your swollen belly to your face again.

“Or to an amusement park” You shrugged, tears filling your eyes even though you still didn't know the exact reason why.

Or maybe you did. Maybe you really knew what had been going on all this time but after denying it more than once you ended up believing his and your own lies. Maybe you just needed to hear it from Jinyoung's lips to finally confirm your inner fears.

Jinyoung noticed the tears in your eyes, his world froze. He didn't know why you were crying but it surely wasn't because of happiness. Your husband stood there, watching you carefully as his mind seeked for the right words, the right way to explain everything that's happened when the truth was there were no right words for what was about to get out of his lips.

It was going to hurt you. It was going to scar you forever.

But he didn't know that, he didn't realize how much it would hurt you until that exact moment.

“What did you do Jinyoung?” Your question caught him off guard, his heart skipping a beat. Your words implied that you knew he had been doing something behind your back, he didn't know when you realized this but maybe it was after his lies became weak and stupid, maybe it was after those few nights coming really late back home that you started to solve the puzzle.

Seeing he didn't reply to your question, half confirmed what was rounding your mind “Why?” You asked again, watching how some tears rolled down his cheek as well.

“I don't know” He whispered weakly “I honestly don't know why” His eyes moved down to the floor ashamed, embarrassed now that he was admitting what he did, now that he was confessing he truly did it without a reason. “The stress overwhelmed me, she was there and it just happened”

“Do you not love me?” You asked holding back a sob “Do you not want this, Jinyoung?” Your hands came up to gesture at your apartment, at what you had considered your home.

“Of course I love you” Jinyoung stepped forward but you took a step back keeping the space between you two. He looked hurt, scared since he still wasn't ready to let you go “I-I was a fucking idiot, I didn't know what I was doing” His words sounded stupid, his brain panicking as he tried to find the right words “(Y/N), I don't know what I was thinking, I don't know what pushed me to do it”

Feeling your legs becoming weak, you pulled a chair closer to you and sat down on it. Your shaky hands rubbing the cloth of your jeans as your body shook uncontrollably with every sob. Jinyoung ached to be by your side, to wrap his arms around you and comfort you but he knew that was the last thing you wanted right now.

“How many times” You asked avoiding his eyes, staring at your fidgety hands.

“Three” He whispered, scared to break you.

“Say it” You looked up at him, half mad but also half sad. You just needed to hear him say those words, you needed to listen to Jinyoung admitting what he did.

“Why?”

“Because I need to” You replied crying “I need to hear it to realize this is not just some stupid nightmare, I won't believe it until I heart it Jinyoung”

“(Y/N)”

“Just say it”

Despite Jaebum’s flared temper back in the dorms, the ride back to the apartment you shared with the two of them was extremely quiet, the atmosphere was tense but not suffocating. Jaebum was literally fuming when the three of you got in the car, his hands gripping the steering wheel so strongly that it wouldn’t have surprised you if he had broke it however, he quickly relaxed when he focused himself on the sound of Jackson quietly rapping along with the song that was coming out of the speakers, his voice was a mere whisper but it was raspy and husky enough to lull the both of you into a relaxed trance.You replayed the words that had been exchanged between your boyfriend and Jinyoung before he literally forced you and Jackson to exit the dorms, trying to make some sense of the situation but unfortunately you couldn’t. Asking Jaebum wasn’t an option either, you knew better than that, he would simply start talking about it whenever he felt ready to.

“Are you guys hungry?” Jackson broke the silent trance the three of you were into, you knew your boyfriend well enough to know that the silence in the vehicle was making him anxious “Cause I just ordered our favorite pizzas and they will be at home in fifteen minutes” You couldn’t help but smile a little, although the issue between the three of you hadn’t been entirely solved you were kind of glad to be back with them even when the atmosphere wasn’t as lovely as always.

“Did you get her favorite Ben & Jerry’s ice cream for dessert?” Jaebum asked, glancing back at you over the rearview mirror before flashing you a small smile.

“Duh, you’re talking with her favorite boyfriend, how could I forget that?” Jackson scoffed playfully, turning his head to look through the window

“Actually, you forget about it most of the time” You joined the conversation, noticing the way Jaebum’s eyes turned into little slits when he realized you were already on your way to forgive them.

“Jaebum always forgets I don’t like onions in that pizza we always order and he stil isl my favorite boyfriend” Jaebum chuckled softly

“Don’t drag me into this” He said, a little tense but visibly more relaxed

“I mean, he’s the only boyfriend you have, how can he not be your favorite?”

Jackson stayed quiet letting you hear Jaebum’s snickers “I swear to God, if you're just going to be a smart ass you can go back to the dorms” He joked with a small smile, making you giggle.

The car ride was spent like that, with light hearted conversation between the three of you. There was still some certain hesitation in the air, the two problems that were currently shaking your relationship were not being addressed and it was just a matter of time before one of you exploded. Honestly, you had expected that person to be Jackson, he was really good at dealing with his own feelings and expressing them was not a problem for him. However, when Jaebum engulfed you into his arms as soon as you walked into the apartment and squeezed your body so hard you thought you might die, to say you were surprised with his sudden affection was an understatement.

Jackson was leaning against the entrance table, a soft smile on his lips as he crossed his arms on his chest. Still a little shocked, you placed your arms around his body, your hands finding their way to his back. When Jaebum broke down in your arms it was even more shocking, in fact, Jackson had to clear his throat to get you out of your thoughts and comfort him.

“I'm so sorry” He whispered, his grip on you getting tighter “I really thought I had lost you, fuck (Y/N), I know I do not deserve your hugs and sweet words right now but...I was...I was just so scared when you didn’t come back home” Jaebum buried his face against your neck, his hands gripping the back of your shirt “We were so lost without you”

“We almost lose our minds” Jackson commented with a sad smile on his face

“I was just gone for a night, geez” You muttered forcing a smile up to your face to stop yourself from crying in front of your boyfriends.

“Without you, we're homeless. Home is wherever the three of us are together and not away from each other” Jaebum cupped your cheek, gently caressing it with his thumb. “Baby I'm sorry for making you feel like you weren't important in our relationship” Jaebum said, resting his forehead against yours.

You felt a pair of strong arms wrapping around your middle section from behind, Jackson's head rested against the back of yours “We're truly hopelessly in love with you (Y/N) and I honestly don't know why do you keep choosing to waste your time with us, two huge idiots”

You couldn't help but smile at Jackson's sweet words, leaning in you pecked Jaebum's lips before you turned your head enough to peck Jackson’s “Because you guys are my idiots and nothing will ever change that” You pulled one of your arms away from Jaebum’s body, your eyes landing on Jackson “Come here”

That simple gesture from you turned his soft smile into the brightest one ever, in fact, you had never seen Jackson smiling so much before. He walked closer to wrap his arms around the both of you and it was right there when you noticed that perhaps, it had slightly been your fault for paying a bit more attention to Jaebum. It hadn’t been your intention but unconsciously, you might have wanted to spend some time with your recently extremely cute boyfriend and Jackson ended up feeling left behind.

“Hey” Your voice caught Jackson’s attention, his eyes meeting yours “I love you idiot” A silly smile made his eyes sparkle, his hand coming up to pet your head.

“I love you too dork” He muttered messing your hair, you tried to avoid by burying your face against Jaebum’s neck but it didn’t work.

“What about me?” He asked groaning, nudging your head with his, a small playful pout on his lips.

“We love you too” Jackson and you said at the same time, making Jaebum smile satisfied “Even when you’re grumpy” Jackson added making the both of you laugh.

“Ya!”

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Once that one of the problems were already solved, the three of you decided it would be good to give yourselves a break from everything and enjoy each other’s company which meant, spending the whole afternoon in a hardcore cuddling session, sandwiched between your two boyfriends as they took turns to spoil you with kisses and hugs. It might sound overwhelming, specially in summer when both of them got sweaty, including Jackson who always had a high body temperature and ended up suffocating Jaebum and you but in cold days, it was the best thing ever. You liked it so much that when Jaebum stood up from the couch after the third movie you three had been watching was over claiming he was going to get a shower, you groaned and tried to held him back with Jackson’s help. However, a glare from Jaebum was enough to make the two of you release the grip on the back of his shirt.

“Fine, abandon us then” Jackson whined, pulling you closer as you turned around to face him instead of Jaebum who was already used to the two of you being over dramatic and didn’t even care about your whines anymore. Jackson’s arm lazily rested on your side, his hand caressing your back gently as you looked up at him.

The truth was that no matter how much you were enjoying your afternoon with the boys you couldn’t help but still feel a little worried about what Jinyoung had said this morning. Jaebum didn’t seem concerned about the issue at all and Jackson hadn’t even tried to address it but you just couldn’t get his words out of your head. Why would he want you three to break up? You had been careful enough in your relationship to not get anything leaked out and pull the guys into lots of scandals, in fact, you were so good at hiding it that even the guys hadn’t noticed you were madly in love with two of their friends. What was his problem then?

“A penny for your thoughts” Jackson pulled you out of your thoughts, his finger gently poking your forehead as his eyes stared down at you, full of adoration. If he truly made you leave him or Jaebum, you would surely be a mess without them. They were necessary in your daily life.

“I was thinking about Jinyoung” You noticed the way Jackson’s eyes flickered softly at the mention of the other male, he looked worried for a couple of seconds before he forced a smile up to his lips.

“Want to ask him to join our relationship? Don’t you have enough with Jaebumie and me?” You couldn’t help but chuckle at his small joke, the teasing tone he used making it amusing.

“If Jaebum hears you calling him that, you’re dead” You warned making his smile bigger, looking into his eyes as he rested his forehead against yours.

“You won’t let that happen” He responded with a boyish smile, pecking your lips

“Mhm, I wouldn’t be so sure about that” The both of you laughed, obviously knowing you were kidding. However, Jackson kept his eyes on your face, watching you intently as he thought

“Seriously though, why is Jinyoung in your mind?”

“How much trouble would the both of you get in if the company finds out about our relationship?” The question caught Jackson so off guard that he simply laid there, looking down at you astonished as he tried to come up with an explanation. “I mean, Jaebum said we would go public one day but is that really true?”

“Are you tired of hiding?” Jackson asked all of a sudden, his eyes shining with worry

“It’s not that Jackson, you know I’m perfectly fine with  the way we’ve been until now” You replied, reaching down to rest one of your hands on his as a sigh escaped your lips “But, can you answer my question?”

“Honestly?” Jackson gulped, avoiding your eyes for a few seconds “We would be kind of fucked up” He whispered quietly as if he didn’t want you to hear him

“They wouldn’t accept us, is that what you mean?” Unfortunately, Jackson simply nodded, staring down at your hands together

“It’s a huge deal when idols start dating somebody” He started explaining, looking up at you “Imagine if they are involved in a poly relationship with a band member” Jackson sighed, shaking his head “It would be the end of us, honestly, GOT7 would probably end up being GOT5” You nodded quietly, trying to digest the information he had just spilled on you “But you don’t need to worry about that, like you said, we’re really good at keeping secrets right? Our secret won’t be revealed”

“Yeah but we’re not the only ones that know it now” You mumbled, suddenly not in the mood for cuddles. You sat up straight on the couch, bringing your knees closer to your chest.

“The guys would never tell somebody, they know how bad it would be for us”

“Jinyoung didn’t seem to happy about the news though” His reaction, the fact that he had suggested Jaebum to break up with the two of you had made you not only tense but suspicious. Your relationship wasn’t his business, why did he have to look so offended?

“Well, you have to admit that it can be kind of shocking”

“None of the rest asked us to end the relationship Jackson” You ran your fingers through your hair, anxiety was starting to get to you “He’s talking with Jaebum because he’s the leader and he’s going to pressure him to choose between the group and us, if he keeps going this way things-”

“Come join me in the shower?” Jaebum suddenly appeared out of nowhere, towel around his waist and eyes boring into your skull. You jumped a little, surprised to be standing there. This was something you didn’t want to talk with him because you weren’t going to try what Jinyoung was obviously doing, you didn’t want Jaebum to feel like he had to choose between the two of you, that was just extremely unfair.

There was a silent exchange of glances between Jackson and him, something they often did to communicate without you understanding them “I’ll build a pillow fort and wait for you guys in bed” Before you could say something, Jackson moved his arms away from you and got up, jogging down the corridor and into the bedroom the three of you shared before you could stop or join him.

“I don’t have a choice, do I?” You asked with a small smile, meeting Jaebum’s eyes who was still standing there holding another fluffy towel for you

“You know you don’t” He replied smirking, motioning with his head towards the bathroom “Come on, let’s get in the shower”

Knowing there was no escape out of his request, you stood up from the couch and held his hand, letting Jaebum guide you into the bathroom and lock the door behind the two of you. You got rid of your clothes, making a little pile with them next to the pile Jaebum had done with his while he waited for you, his eyes moving from the shower to your body before he looked away again. You knew he hadn’t brought you here for sexy time. Actually, you knew there was something in Jaebum’s mind that was bothering him and was willing to share with you. When he noticed you were naked, he pulled you into the shower with him, slowly turning the water on and covering your body as much as he could with his so the cold drops of water wouldn’t land on your body. He always did that, unlike Jackson, who liked to pull you into the cold water and make you suffer.

As soon as the water reached the perfect temperature for the both of you, he took a step back, letting you reach up to start washing your hair. “What did you two were talking about, mhm?” Jaebum asked casually, his voice not giving away how he was feeling.

“Nothing important” You replied with a small shrug, your fingers caressing your skull gently in an attempt to get rid of some of the tension in your body

“Seemed important though, Jackson looked worried and you seemed to be having a panick attack”

“It was not a panick attack” You frowned looking at him

“Why don’t you want to talk with me about it? I was the one who talked with Jinyoung, you know” Jaebum stopped washing his hair to bring his hands up to your cheeks, cupping them gently as he looked into your eyes.

You shrugged, the fear you felt when you thought about a future without your boyfriends overwhelming you, getting the words stuck in your throat “I don’t want to overwhelm you” Jaebum smiled softly, gifting you with one of those quiet sweet smiles every person in this world loved as he leaned down to peck your lips.

He then proceed to turn you around, pouring some shampoo on his hand to wash your hair “You never ever overwhelm me” He said quietly, keeping his body close to yours “But I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what you need help with” You closed your eyes, feeling him rubbing your head, massaging the right places with those fingers of his. “I’m not saying you can’t come to Jackson for help, of course you can but I’m the leader of the group and I should be the one dealing with this issue” He took some more time on your hair before he washed his own, waiting for some kind of response from you.

“Why Jinyoung can’t accept us?” You answered quietly, letting the water wash away your weaknesses to have this talk with Jaebum.

“It’s not that he can’t or doesn’t want to” Jaebum explained softly, focused on the way your hands moved on your body “He’s just worried about the what consequences of us being discovered could be” He looked at you, the small smile remaining on his lips “In fact, you could say he’s more worried about you than GOT7”

“Why me?” You asked curiously, a quiet frown appearing between your eyebrows.

Jaebum pulled you closer once again, wrapping his arms around your hips to keep you against him “Because we have thousands of fans (Y/N) and I can assure you a lot of them wouldn’t be happy to find out you stole two of their favorite guys” He nuzzled you gently, landing soft pecks on your lips “I know you don’t care about negative opinions but instead of (Y/N) you would end up being the whore that fucked two idols and destroyed GOT7” Even when you didn’t want to admit it, you knew Jaebum was right, people had a twisted way of making others suffer with words “I really don’t want that to happen but I also really don’t want to end us” He whispered, his kisses turning a bit more longer “I promise you I’ll find a way to make this work”

Before you could say something else, Jaebum leaned down and pressed his lips against yours. When he felt your muscles relaxing in his arms, he took that as a sign to start moving his mouth against yours, his tongue teasing your lower lip making you melt in the sweet yet passionate kiss he was giving you. You felt his arms tightening around your body, your chest flushed against his as he tilted his head enough to deepen the kiss even more. Your tongues came out to meet each other, his claiming dominance over yours like every single time, Jaebum stepped forward making your back meet the cold wall behind you, he smiled when you shivered.

“Jackson is waiting for us baby girl” He whispered, his lips moving down your jaw to your neck to pepper your skin with butterfly kisses. “Let’s get out of here and let us make up to you for being assholes”

The giggle that escaped your lips as you made your way out of the shower got Jaebum smirking, making him look so god damn sexy that you almost beg Jackson to come to the bathroom so you could keep your other boyfriend naked in the shower. You are quick drying your body with a towel, Jaebum doing the same and not even caring to pick up your clothes from the floor as he pulled you out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. However, the both of stopped dead on your tracks as soon as you were greeted with a fantastic view.

A naked Jackson was lying in the middle of your bed, his body splayed not leaving space for Jaebum and you. He had his eyes closed, his teeth digging into his lower lip as his hand gently caressed his boner. The dim light of the room made him look like some kind of sin, messy hair, sharp facial features, defined abs...but your eyes couldn’t move away from the slow movements his hand made.

Up and down, up and down...If it wasn’t for Jaebum holding you from behind, you would already be kneeling on the floor, getting yourself off just by watching him. “Fucking teaser” Jaebum mumbled, using that dirty mouth of his. The feeling of his hands digging into your flesh knowing he was just as mesmerized by Jackson as you almost got you moaning “Couldn’t wait?”

“You two were making out in the shower, I needed some relief” You saw Jackson move in slow motion, the moment he turned his head and those dark eyes full of lust landed on yours got your heart pounding in your chest like crazy. It had been so long since you had been intimate with your two boyfriends at the same time that whatever they did right now would drive you insane. Jackson smirked, letting out a deep and slow moan in purpose to tease you as he patted the edge of the bed with his free hand “Kitten come here, let me touch you”

“Dude, you shocked her” Jaebum said when the only thing you did was whimper. He turned you around forcing your eyes away from the other male so you could focus on him, you heard Jackson groaning in protest when Jaebum closed the gap between your bodies to kiss you once again. His hands found your thighs and without hesitation you jumped, letting him pick you up, pressing his erection against your already wet entrance “Good girl” He praised leaving open mouth kisses on your neck while he made his way to the bed “Tonight is about you baby” He whispered licking your skin, sitting down on the edge of the bed, allowing you to watch Jackson as he kept tasting your skin “Focus on us, turn that brain of yours off and just get lost in the feeling”

Oh god, you were in for a long night.

With skilled movements, Jackson moved away enough for Jaebum to lay you down on your back so the both of them could watch your naked body. You have never felt so naked, so exposed in your whole life but it didn’t make you shy, the way their eyes started eating you up with such intensity was enough to ensure you both of them loved what they were seeing. Jackson was the first one to make a move, the hand that had previously been stroking himself making its way down to your leg as his lips were pulled up in a cocky smirk when he saw you biting your lower lip harder right when his fingers caressed the inside of your thigh.

“You’re so fucking hot” He whispered, lips on your stomach as his hand kept exploring your body, teasing you everytime he gently squeezed the flesh of your thighs.

“So fucking sexy” Jaebum echoed, leaning down to press his lips on your shoulder, slowly making his way to the swell of your breast “And all ours” He claimed, sucking a little harder to leave a love bite. For the guys, you were a white canvas ready to get covered in the purple marks their lips would leave and you couldn’t love that more, it turned you on so much.

“Ours” Jackson repeated, his lips finding their way to your lower stomach while Jaebum’s hands seemed to be pretty entertained playing with your nipples, making them so hard that it hurt. “Cause we don’t like to share, right Jaebum?”

“Nu-uh, nobody is allowed to have you beautiful, every inch of your body is ours” Jaebum lifted his head from your body to rest his forehead against yours “Open your eyes” He ordered, Jackson’s tongue caressing your lower stomach making you shiver. You opened your eyes, meeting Jaebum’s intense and darkened eyes “Who do you belong to baby girl?”

“I belong to you” Jackson growled against your thighs, biting hard enough to leave a mark “Jaebum and Jackson” You whispered, closing your eyes again when Jaebum squeezed your breast.

“Such a good kitten” Jackson whispered, his fingers caressing your wet entrance “So damn wet” He muttered glancing up at Jaebum “Give me a hand babe”

Jaebum smirked, kissing your lips roughly and fast before he moved down on the bed, laying besides Jackson as he spread your legs wider so both of their heads could fit between them. “Fuck (Y/N), you smell so good” Jaebum moaned, nuzzling your thigh “You’re so fucking beautiful” He whispered, groaning

When Jackson’s fingers started caressing your clit, a loud moan escaped your lips. You loved when both of them payed attention to you in bed, when they only focused on your pleasure, when instead of fighting for dominance your boyfriends were just equally dominant with you. It might sound selfish but you simply loved when the night was about you and only you.

“That’s it kitten, let us hear how good you feel” Jackson whispered, rubbing your clit slightly faster to drag another moan from your lips. However, his next words made you gasp in pleasure “Should we have a taste?”

“Hell yeah”

You had kept your eyes closed the whole time willing to focus on the feeling of their hands and lips against the most sensitive parts of your body but when both of them went down on you at the same time, that was a view you always wanted to admire. Snapping your eyes opened, you pulled yourself up using your elbows, Jaebum and Jackson smirking at each other knowing you were already looking. When they leaned down at the same time, making their lips land on your wet entrance you honestly didn’t know if you were in Heaven or Hell, your hands were gripping the bed sheets so hard at this point that your knuckles had turned white, your head thrown back against the headboard when their tongues started teasing your most intimate part.

“Fuck...Guys….” You whispered, struggling to form a coherent sentence. You dared to peek again, watching how they ate you out, their lips brushing against each other’s sometimes tasting you in their tongues. Jackson hummed, Jaebum patted your thigh, a sign he used to tell you to not bite your lower lip “G-Guys…” You stuttered again, breathing getting heavier, blood rushing down your body to your clit.

A choked whimper left your lips when they moved theirs away from your, kissing each other for some seconds before their attention was back on you. Jackson looked up at your flustered face, a smirk pulling up his lips as he nudged Jaebum.

“She’s wrecked” He said chuckling, Jaebum smirked

“Don’t make fun of me” You talked back pouting

“Oh? Are you in the mood to talk back to us?” Jaebum asked making you shake your head quickly, orgasm denial was something you didn’t want to go through right now. “Mhm, that’s what I thought baby girl”

“Let’s stretch her out a little before breaking her, mhm?” Jackson asked chuckling, winking at you as Jaebum nodded. “You finger her, cause I’m fucking my kitten first tonight Jaebum”

Jaebum snorted, nodding as he leaned down. You kept your legs wide opened for them to do whatever they wanted with you, Jaebum slid two of his fingers inside of you so easily and so slowly that it got you seeing stars in the back of your head. He left gentle kisses on your knee while he started moving his fingers inside of you.

“Jackson, give me a hand” Jaebum whispered, forcing Jackson to move his lips away from yours to get back to work “Let’s tease her a little” Jaebum and Jackson smirked and you, for the first time, feared them.

Jackson placed his thumb against your clit, pressing onto it. At first you could stand the feeling of it but when Jaebum started moving his fingers in and out of you at a really fast pace they turned you into a moaning mess. Your back arched in pleasure, Jackson was already gasping as he kept his eyes on you and Jaebum was using as much strength in his finger fucking as he could.

“You’re...So..Damn...Tight” Jaebum whispered, moaning, his erection poking your thigh seeking for relief as Jackson was leaning down once again to make out with you. It was hot, messy and passionate. The both of you moaning into each other’s mouth, your inner walls squeezing Jaebum’s fingers so bad he could have cum right there but before any of you could reach your orgasm, Jaebum pulled away leaving you breathless and frustrated, feeling the strong orgasm fading away.

If looks could kill, Jaebum would already be buried.

“Jaebum” You whined, looking at him as Jackson moved away to get some condoms. You wrapped your hand around his wrist, stopping him.

“Don’t? Fuck me raw please” You whispered, tugging his wrist harder to get him closer to you.

“Fuck” Both guys whispered looking down at you, even hungrier than before

“You’re going to be the death of us kitten” Jackson muttered, hovering over you, placing his hips between your legs, Jaebum sat next to you, leaning back against the headboard to watch the two of you.

Jackson swung his hips forward, his cock sliding inside of you as easy as Jaebum’s fingers did. You were so lubricated and well stretched that the both of you could skip the slow sex and go directly to that rough passionate orgasm chasing you needed. Jackson moaned when his whole length was inside of you, being squeeze by your inner tight walls, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as he started moving against you. No matter how turned on he was, Jackson was never too rough with you in bed, he was more of the sweet, passionate type but tonight he needed you, he needed your body and that reflected on his slow but rough thrusts. Your body shook underneath him every time he moved forward, the tip of his member quickly finding your g-spot. As soon as he noticed he had found it, his hips started moving faster, his hands on your waist as he brought you closer to his body with each thrust.

“Jackson” You whispered, your hands running down his abs as he looked down at you

“Fuck...Fuck…(Y/N)....Fuck!” Jackson kept repeating his mantra, leaning his upper body down to leave chaste kisses on your lips, his tongue coming out to play sometimes too. You unconsciously squeezed his cock harder, making him moan loudly and huskily. Jaebum and you moaned at the same time, both of your eyes focused on him.

“Faster...Harder...I’m almost there baby” You muttered, digging your nails on his shoulder when he sped up like you have asked him to.

It didn’t take too long for the both of you to reach your orgasms, first it was you, almost shouting Jackson’s name in pure bliss and then it was him, moaning quietly with his head buried against your neck, hips stuttering as he filled you up. It was the first time you had unprotected sex and after this experience, you would be sure to get some birth control pills so the guys and you could feel this amazing every single time.

Jackson stayed still for a minute, leaving small kisses on your cheek and neck as he caught his breath “Fuck kitten, you felt so good” He whispered looking down at you, making your lips meet in a deep kiss “I love you so fucking much” He said smirking, making you giggle as he pulled out of you.

Before Jackson’s cum could get out of you, Jaebum was already towering over you, taking Jackson’s place. He leaned down, continuing the kiss you had been sharing with your other boyfriend three seconds ago and when you least expected it, he thrusted inside of you, unable to keep himself out of your body for more time. He moaned through your kiss, guiding your hands around his neck which told you he was going to be as rough as always. You weren’t complaining though, you loved the beast Jaebum had inside.

As expected his started thrusting inside of you at a relentless pace, making you shout as soon as he started moving. He kept his eyes on your face, taking in how you closed your eyes and how your mouth opened to keep repeating your new mantra that was his name mixed with moans, you were being really loud tonight and it wouldn’t be a surprise if the neighbors showed up later to complain. Jaebum couldn't care less at this point, in fact, the thought of somebody else hearing you shout his name pushed him to fuck you even harder. Jackson laid besides you, biting his lower lip as he felt himself getting turned on by the sigh of the two of you, Jaebum fucking you into the mattress as you laid there helplessly, at his absolute mercy.

You groaned when Jaebum slowed down but sigh contented when he leaned down to kiss you, his hands finding their way up to yours as he pinned them down onto the bed. His hips moved slower but still hard, making sure you would remember this moment tomorrow. “Jackson” Jaebum moaned against your lips, catching the other male’s attention “Choke her” You gasped, surprised at his request but Jackson didn’t even think twice before placing his big hand on your throat. He had never tried breath play with you but Jaebum had and he knew how much that turned you on “Squeeze it gently, not too tight cause she’ll pass out”

When Jackson nodded, Jaebum started fucking you again. Slow but making your body shake underneath him with every single thrust. He let you feel how every inch of his cock slid inside of you, how easily he could reach your g-spot. With Jackson’s hand around your neck, your breathing turned heavier, your vision a little blurred thanks to the pleasure and the lack of oxygen, your moans being choked by your other boyfriend.

“Harder Jackson” You begged, Jaebum smirked

“Such a slut, you like this don’t you? You like when we fuck you like this?”

Like was an understatement, you loved it. It drove you crazy.

When Jackson squeezed harder, making you moan, Jaebum decided to increase his speed, going into you as fast and hard as in the beginning. You usually asked for permission to cum when you weren’t with him but the look in his eyes was telling you to do it, to let go and let him take you to Heaven with his mind breaking orgasm.

And he did, you orgasmed so hard that when Jaebum came and helped you ride out your high you simply laid there on the bed, your chest moving up and down quickly as you stared at him. Jackson removed his hand from your throat, chuckling quietly.

“I might need a really cold shower after that” He whispered pulling you and Jaebum out of your trances to laugh with him.

“Love you baby girl” Jaebum whispered pecking your lips

“I love you both so fucking much” You replied, feeling Jaebum sliding out of you to lay down by your other side still trying to catch his breath.

The three of you laid there, cuddling like you had been doing earlier on the couch. You were enjoying the peace, the relaxed atmosphere that filled the room as your boyfriends kept spoiling you with sweet words and passionate kisses. You were stuck in an endless shower of affection and you loved it. At some point, Jackson’s stomach growled, making you laugh.

“That’s my cue to make some dinner” He muttered walking into the bathroom. He tossed Jaebum a wet towel and blew a kiss to you, satisfied with your giggles Jackson made his way down the corridor to the kitchen.

“Spread your legs for me baby” Jaebum said sweetly, gently cleaning you with the towel Jackson had tossed your way “You’re going to be sore tomorrow”

“I don’t care” You groaned smiling, letting him take care of you

A loud sound came from the kitchen and Jaebum sighed frustrated, shaking his head “I’m going to go to the kitchen before he burns the whole apartment down” The male stood from the bed, pecking your forehead “Call one of us if you can’t get up” He said playfully, chuckling before he rushed out of the bedroom.

“Mhm, I will”

Flashing him one last smile you laid there on the bed, staring at the ceiling. All your worries from before were now long forgotten, in fact, there was no doubt that after what happened the guys and you would fight your way through whatever storm was coming your way. Jinyoung or their boss would never pull you apart.

Your phone buzzed on the nightstand, waking you up from your daydreaming. You reached out and grabbed it, turning the screen on to see who dared to interrupt your fantasies. Your heart skipped a beat when your eyes read his name, it was Jinyoung and his words were.