#ouho

Like she doesn't have a facebook thank god because 15 year old me on facebook was EMBARRASSING and I wouldn't wanna see what she would be like on facebook. Hell, even 18 year old me was embarrassing. And I'm sure 21 year old me will be embarrassing. GOD I'M EMBARRASSING. Like no you can use the internet in a good way and then you can use the way that my cousin uses it. Which is....not good. I don't think she really understands that once you put it online it's there FOREVER. 

One thing I'm thankful for is that I didn't go through my formative teenage years when Instagram was a thing. She has an instagram and she posts SUCH emo shit like she posts pictures of her makeup smeared and mascara running down her face like "I didn't think you'd hurt me of all people" or something equally as emo. LIKE GIRL THIS IS ON THE INTERNET FOREVER NOW. ARE YOU HAPPY. God I would hate to be a teenager right now. I hope she turns out alright because she is hella boy crazy right now and I'm like girl calm down you're 13 you got time!!!!

OH MY GOD SARAH. I am so sorry that that was your first concert omg. And omg thank you Sarah!!! I wasn't nice to her when I was younger because she would follow me around and be super irritating and I feel bad about it now. She's still irritating but she's 13 going on 14 so I'm just chalking it up to her age because teenagers for the most part are annoying. You couldn't pay me enough to be a teenager again nope

My first concert (that I really count) was Panic! in '08 at the honda civic tour. My first "real" concert was Cheap Trick with my mom and dad. I've been wanting to take her to her first show for years but her mom keeps on saying no so thank god she said yes this time, or I'd have to go alone haha. I've influenced her on what she listens to. She looks up to me for some stupid reason. don't be like me i'm a mess. I also took my other cousin (he's 16 now) to his first show too. It was Cobra Starship and 3oh!3 but he was a pain cause he wanted to leave right away boo him. 

I'M SUCH A NICE COUSIN RIGHT. I asked her if she liked fob or panic! more and she said Panic! and thank god she did because I didn't wanna spend 50 bucks on a ticket to see fob this summer no THANK YOU. Her mom (my aunt) is gonna be there but she's just gonna be there so she feels comfortable because the venue isn't in the best part of town and that's cool with me cause then I don't have to drive myself there ayyye. She promised she'd stay away from my cousin and I so it would be like we were just there by ourselves. 

I'm surprised I made it this far into the day before I caved and bought it

SARAH I HOPE YOU'RE PROUD OF YOURSELF

HOLLA AT CHA GURL