#osh:self

It’s no secret that Sehun is a fearless lover; whether it’s platonic or romantic, the same amount of effort is spent in trying to satisfy the wants of the ones he holds close. His heart reads like the loose pages of a soul driven novel, and he takes great care in making sure that his actions properly communicate the way he feels. Affection is like second skin, and his fellow members know full well the prowess of Sehun’s gentle embrace; whether it’s a simple squeeze on the shoulder, or a quiet prayer before his slumber, each of these matters greatly to Sehun. The love he has for his bandmates has only grown over the years they’ve spent crying, cheering, and practicing together. It is loyal, and extremely pure. However, Sehun’s willingness to share his affections can often bring him heartache as well. His previous romantic endeavors, although not often spoken of, remain in his inner being like scars that refuse to fade away. Originally, his interest in pursuing romantic partners isn’t as fervent as his desire for companionship in general, but he is bashful in his attempts to garner the attention and feelings of those he finds himself lingering upon. A pun or a joke is his go to for starting conversation, and he always carries photos of Vivi at hand just to add that extra touch. ( “Who doesn’t love dogs? Especially, Vivi?” ) He isn’t smooth or overly suave when it comes to making the first move, but he likes to think that that sense of shy awkwardness works in his favor. Sehun has found love. It’s in various places within his life and there isn’t pressure for him to seek more than he needs. His family, friends, bandmates, and bichon frise are all he needs to be happy. In fact, it’s knowing how fortunate he is to have such supportive peers that steers him away from having negative thoughts regarding his love life. It’s cheesy, but Sehun is a destiny believing kind of man. If there is someone out there he’s meant to be with, then he will wholeheartedly believe that. Perhaps there is, but with time comes change, and with change comes new opportunities to meet and love, over and over again. But of course, if there is anyone special he wants to treat well this Valentine’s Day, it is most definitely his lovely EXO-L.

The year is still young, and Sehun doesn’t find himself in too stressful a situation. Comebacks are inevitable, and promotions are always around the corner. He’s just taken a small trip to the beach with Vivi, and all is well in terms of health within the group. There is no reason as of yet, for Sehun to feel any displeasure. All in all, he is quite happy.