#ortryingtobe

I'm Really enjoying having short hair

𝘕𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺-𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦 ________________________________ #YahBitchIsOldAf #SpookyTime #Goth #OrTryingToBe #Chicago #ThisATBButOhWell (at Spooky Baby) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGtXsyGDT8G/?igshid=ci4onlcq6fmb

Trying to get comfortable with the skin I am in - you wouldn’t think that after 49 years it would be so difficult

I swear I wanted to sleep. This was the night that I was gonna sleep comfortably and peacefully and not feel weird. But no. I had to have thoughts and think about stuff that keeps me up at night. Like losing people and missing people, and not just the people I usually think about but a lot of others as well. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Why is this happening now? This is the most important time of my life and this stupid thing decides to hit he hardest now. That's what happens when I find people to care about. I need to not care. Rebuild the damn wall. Time for Netflix. Goodbye. 

Kalbimle nazik olun~.