Jun 4
do you think i have ocd be honest yes or no. ← it doesn't matter because nothing i do matters. im a fake. say no. you have to. because it's not true. it can't be true because i dont have a reason to be anything. in fact disregard everything entirely. nothing ive ever said has ever mattered or held any weight
#yip yip#🐾🎀#i am considering it actually but i dont think its plausible to be heard out by our caretakers#or professionals#if we divulge anything it's either going to be to the shrink or to the actual hospital or to “you're just too online” world#it does fucking suckkk how as a minor especially you can't divulge any information about being mentally ill to anyone +#+ who may be able to help without somehow being disregarded.#im not performing an OD attempt in front of you am i? you don't need to call anyone. i just want to know what to do.#i just want directions and help . ideally with minimal parental involvement#whatever maybe im evil maybe im just evil. not like it affects me really#*opens notebooks. it's unmentionables drawn all over most pages
