meaning in meaninglessness
"Everything happens for a reason and everything happens as planned." I disagree with this, but I have come to a conclusion which appears it's inverse with the same ultimate meaning. Nothing that happens is predetermined but as long as you're living there is always a potential to unlock a life where every injustice will feel more than worth having experienced. A state of being where all that is old will pass away and all things become new. A place where every separate bit of life reaches out and touches you and you realize every suffering is a grain of sand. A moment that will be infinite and leave a peace in every mortal moment afterwards...
I want to know what to call that because I know there are more people than just me who are offended af at sentiment everything happens for a reason and works out for the righteous in the end or we are being rewarded or punished based on previous life. I reject that sentiment with every piece of me. No murdered, starved, raped child was just a pawn for someone else's story. No one's son died in order to be a heart donor for your uncle because your uncle was more a part of God's plan.. That can't be just me though
