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My name is Lovevett. I started this blog 5 years ago! I never paid it much mind but, I decided to come back. I have so much to say and always voice myself on social media outlets such as, Facebook, and Instagram .But, not many people appreciated it. So here I am once again! 

I am 27 years old in the midst of a quarter life crises, lol. I don’t have any children, and I am single. I have a 1 year old cat named Gypsy Bella. I don’t know what compelled me me to give her that name but, as soon as her saw her that’s what came to my mind. You’ll get to see her on here too. I am on the journey to find my spirituality and myself. I’ve had a lot of tragedy happen in my life and I want to get back to the me I was before it happened.

We’ve NEVER seen him afraid.

Yeah I’ve been thinking about it a lot. What you call apathy I might call acceptance, but I think he points toward his past in the opening line—whether recent or not, the speaker is feeling nostalgia for a past that perhaps was easier or involved fewer difficult decisions. I find the line “so two weeks is now four dozen” interesting, how time passes and then things that might have been are out of reach. Here are the lyrics if anyone would like to discuss.

[Verse]

Nostalgia, what a funny feelin'

I feel depleted from feelings I've been revealin'

It's do or die, I'm not goin' willing

But when it's time, wrap in white linen

I rap this, I say it for my sanity

Whatever the calamity, I did this for myself

Fuck all of your fantasies

You're a snake, fell off the ladder

I prefer speakin' in analogies

I've had enough of all this wet

And I can't trust that you're my family

I don't know what's next

The brain dead that I never miss

My brain lives with the cannabis

Can I resist the dark abyss?

Leave a mark on this with no start, just exist

My mind's in a prism shape

And in timеs like a prison state

Therе's no right that I feel of late

There's no light if my view's at stake

And which life should I choose to take?

What's left, is it room or space?

There are rumors we have to face

I prefer sooner than after late

I seen actors after BAFTA's be more straight

I mean down the barrel

I hear 'em sing, it's the same carol

They're tryna sprint in a long run, Mo Farah

They're tryna fix when it's long gone, don't bother

There's no other, the thought shudders through most lovers

I wanna bed you, but still sleep is death's cousin

So two weeks is now four dozen

Years that pass by, can't press no rewind

Giant Steps. Music by John Coltrane, animation by Michal Levy. 

By Starlight

7 PM EST

I bet you all have to go to school, one time or another, and that you all have some wacky stories I bet.  What's your best story?

I have quite the few. From being escorted out of the gym room on a wheelchair to a kid covered in spoons. How bout I tell you one every other week?

The other day, it was gym class. Yes, imagine 20 girls- half of them refusing to change clothes- all forced in one area to play lacrosse. There was a dozen million injuries a day, and this day was no different.

I was one of the few that loved to play sports and got super into it. I am extremely competitive too, so that only added.

Now here is when I mention my soccer team always gives out some item of memorabilia. This year they gave us each a pair of sweatpants. I, of course, am a very very small 4’11 lady. They got me an adult small. I am more like a kids large. These pants trailed down my feet and dragged on the ground, and sometimes tripped on them.

I was wearing these pants, and mind you that there was a linoleum floor.

So I sprinted to get that ball on the other side of the room, slipped and fell backwards, snapped my head onto the ground. Everyone rushed around me and my gym teacher called the nurse to get the wheelchair for me.

Open Topic: Taking Advantage of Holiday

Hi girls, today I’m making an impromptu blog post. I follow an editorial calendar and today is marked as “Career” post in which I tell you my experiences in the work environment as a way to inspire you to follow your dreams and never give up.

Today is a holiday in the USA and most people take this day as an extra day of vacation which is great! I don’t mean to put anyone down but, I thought… 3…