To everyone telling me to 'meditate to help with stress.'
YOU should try 'meditating' with a bug with a bad attitude buzzing around your skull! β Blue Beetle
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To everyone telling me to 'meditate to help with stress.'
YOU should try 'meditating' with a bug with a bad attitude buzzing around your skull! β Blue Beetle

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Another year passed...a new one begun. I wonder...why i put up with it all? Its tiring on occasion...
She sighs as she gazes out of the window into the starry void, her eyepatch is removed- she was dressed rsther comfy today. Absentminded, she fidgets with a rose brooch-a gift from lorelei, despite the painful memories she doesent have the heart to throw it away. Shes melancholy, when it was her and her children, it was never dull or silent. It was busy and it usually kept her from falling into a depressive episode. She knew shed snap out of it eventually, but eight now..especially since scuzz was god knows where-they needed their space-and the ship wasnt semtinent, she was alone.
I wonder if Jonny blows up a planet like he usually does...its his version of a firework. Maybe he watches it with all of them..i wish id be there....maybe i should send a message, but i dont know if they would even read it, for all i know they either not care or despise me....
She muses on this, trying to keep herself from crying, shes done with crying, she thinks, it annoys and exhausts her. Then the door chines and slides open, and a relstively small figure walks in, carefully. Its alice, the nurse that was with Jonny & Tim in the moonwar. Her hair is shoulder lengh by now and she looks a it more heslthy than she did when dr. Carmilla picked her up and immortalized her. She still wears a cloak over her old, blood stained nurse uniform-she reufses to wash it, as it holds memories for her. "Jonny hugged me in this" she explained once, she and jonny had smth going on during the moonwar, but both were too proud/cowardly to openly admit their feelings. Well, alice goes over to Carmilla, and says: "Happy new year, mom." She doesent speak much usually, so thats a surprise. Them, she hugs dr carmilla, and chooses to sit beside her, cradling a octokitten in her lap, enjoying its purrs.
...happy new year to you too, daughter. I am glad your veins arent acting up so far, it was quite difficult making them....
She knows that she is rambling, but she smiles as Alice gives her silent company. Oh how she wishes scuzz was here!
...maybe jonny calls...i dont know why he would do that, but....hes a good son you know? Despite not believing that himself....
[Ooc" @captain-dville i hope thst the tag is alright, u trued to go abit into drmamatics style- also alice is a oc of mine, i hoep you dint mind thst either- i am VERY happy to rewrite this if ya dont like it
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Ok but honestly
What if Pink/Rose had the ability to make people find her charming and love her?
Ok now hear me out
Blue Diamond has the ability to make everyone around her cry, (gems and other diamonds) when she is crying - that is an ability right?
So what if Pink Diamond/Rose Quartz has the same ability??? But with love and endearment!
Everyone PD/Rose ever met loved her β Greg, Pearl, Garnet, Amethyst, hell even Jasper loved PD β immensely and blindly followed her without ever asking any real questions, until Steven was born and since he never knew her he started asking the questions. He realized that nothing about her ever really made any sense because he never got to know her personally!
So did everyone love PD/Rose or was that just an ability she had; to make people feel like they were loved so she got blind love in return!
PLEASE LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS AND IDEAS
On my stream tonight (April 2nd 2026) I'm planning on designing the final Follower Emote (and likely a Subscriber emote if I've got time) but I haven't settled on what yet.
I wanna hear your ideas! What's a fifth emote I could create that would round out the four I've got above?
Home sweet home.
Feels so good to finally be out of gotham ππ½ β Blue Beetle

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β Things have gone quiet in the castle. Hm, perhaps I should stir up some trouble. β
Okay... weird question... if for some strange reason say... I was able to run "X" game at 16x its original resolution and the computer doesn't break a sweat...
How overkill would you say it is for that game?
Burning the candle at both ends. I think I need a quick cigarette break.