If one day you woke up without any memories of Loki, the first thing you'd see would be Loki's fist headed towards the doctor's face.

You are horrified. Who is that giant brute. Am I in danger? That is your first thought.

Afterwards, when you are told that that fuming mountain among mountains of a man is actually your HUSBAND, you faint.

fuck.

Your second thought.

Loki is desperate. And when he's desperate what little patience he has goes straight out of the window. He tries every trick in the book to make you remember him, of the life you built together, and when those doesn't work? He gets angry and breaks something. It's like watching a giant toddler throwing a tantrum when things don't go his way.

That's not helping his case. Your third thought.

But under that mask of anger, all that desperation, all that violence; he is miserable. You can see it in the way his face falls for a second when he briefly loses control of his temper again, the way his shoulderss slightly slump with guilt. The faint tremor in his voice that he quickly corrects when he makes a hurtful jab at anything that crosses his path.

You have severe doubts about going home with him, wherever that is. Let's be real, you don't know this giant man that towers over every other giant that already tower over you, and he has shown to be very prone to violence and behaving like an asshole to everyone surrounding him when slightly inconvenienced. But a nagging feeling at the back of your head makes you reconsider. Maybe is the thin sheen of sweat in his forehead, maybe is the way he gulps nervously, maybe is the way his large palm slightly trembles when he offers it to you. Maybe is the fake air of confidence and arrogance that protect a deeply wounded and fragile being.

You end up going home with him.

Home turns out to be a quaint cabin in the Underworld's forest, hidden from any prying eyes and protected by a swarm of wild beasts that turn into puppies when you are around. (Somehow I have the thought that Loki wouldn't want to live in the castle, given that's the place he was forced to kill his dad, if my memory doesn't fail me). You are greeted there by three humongous children, larger than a full grown man but tiny in comparison to the man currently holding you in his hand. And a squirrel, who is actually a hammer, and it's the family's pet.

Those are your children.

Your fourth thought would be how?.

They are beautiful children though.

I'm not going to sugarcoat this, but the recovery process is hard. You feel like a guest in your own home, a stranger to your own family, and that fills you with inmense guilt and sadness. What kind of parent doesn't remember their own children? What kind of wife cannot look at her husband's face? You feel like you should try harder to rememer, you should push your psyche to its limit until your memories flow back and you stop seeing those sad faces. Until Loki stops heading out fuming with anger everytime you fail to piece the puzzle together. (He goes out to cry. You know, the children know, eveyone in Elbaph knows. Just do not mention it to him.)

Yet the memories don't come.

Until one day something happens.

You are out in the snow, on top of Ragnir's head watching two your children throw each other snowballs bigger than a human house, when you see him arrive.

He's carrying a bunch of logs in one arm, well, actually, those are whole trees. His muscles flexing with the effort, even though they seem to weigh very little to him. He's carrying your third child, the youngest one, effortlessly in the palm of his free hand. Loki's nodding quietly to everything they are babbling to him.

Why is he allowed to go shirtless when he has a body like that? If you knew better (you don't) you'd say he's putting on a show for you.

And your 325435th thought of the month is: d a m n

followed by

you two, laying on the ground, well he is laying on the ground, you're just chilling on that glorious chest he has, staring up at him. You are laughing, you think you are laughing, if the way your eyes crinckle and your shoulders shake are any indication; while he's looking midly panicked, of course you're not surprised since you just told him he is going to be a dad-

A brief glimpse, a tiny peek of a past that eluded you, a past so beautiful and bright that it nearly moved you to tears. Because as quick as that flash of memory has been, it carries something that you thought you had lost, hope. Maybe your memories are still there after all.

"The fuck you smiling at, huh?" Despite his harsh words, his voice carries the tiniest hint of a smile. He carelessly throws the logs to the ground, causing a small earthquake.

"Nothing at all." You return the smile. Your youngest squeals in delight. He sits next to you to watch the most epic of all epic snowball fights.

"I just think I have a wonderful life."

Loki, I love you so much. 🩷

My guess is that although Loki is way older than his human partner (he's 63 after all) in giant terms, he is still young. Like around... in his early twenties. Very early twenties.

So, you may be on your twenties or thirties, married to Loki and with a couple of children and somehow you are both younger and older than your ancient giant husband. And Loki is sooo smug about it. Unbelievably smug. He can't stop bragging.

He'll casually show you around other giants like:

"Hey, check out the hot MILF I pulled."

And yes, the lifespan difference worries him to no end. He doesn't want to live in a world where your spark has been put downtoo soon. He doesn't want your children to grow up without their mother. Loki vows he'll find a way to extend your lifespan, no matter the cost, no matter how hard it gets.

Lean On | Loki x Reader

Fandom: One Piece

Pairing: Loki x GN! Reader

Word Count: 1k

Genre/Tags: Fluff; Gender Neutral Reader, Human Reader

A/n: Thank you for the request, anon! I hope you enjoy this small offering. It's my first time posting Loki, I apologize for any ooc <3

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I wanna write for Loki (One Piece) but I'm not super confident with writing him yet and I wanna practice sooo

I'm opening my requests! If you have any Loki fic requests, pls go ahead and put in an ask ^^ Although I do not promise that I will write all the requests, I do want to try my hand at as many as I can. I'd prefer shorter fic requests but you can be as specific as you want! I've read all the way upto 1183, and keep up with the manga. If you haven't caught up/don't want spoilers, just mention where you've reached :)

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