it’s only been a few days since they’ve last seen each other. cedric had been sent off to prove his worth for the belgian national team, while jan had stayed behind in richmond. it feels strange to have several days pass without having seen or talked to him in person, without being captivated with his entire presence or be pulled into some private place to do whatever jan wanted cedric to do to him. cedric had thought that being apart would make his desire wane off, if only for the sole reason they had no way of being this closely intimate anymore. he found that the opposite was true – frustratingly so.
it was a little over midnight when he’d texted jan – it was a… what? one, two hour time difference? cedric had hoped to get a response, delighted to see when jan had been quick to respond back. jan was even quicker to guess the mood he was in. but cedric had never proven himself to be a good sexter, still as easily flustered as the day he’d realized why he’d added the heart next to jan’s nickname on his phone.
mssg from: @centerbacking <3 00:04 am send me a video of you?
the idea instantly sends a ripple of excitement through him. cedric’s mind conjures up the sight of jan, his hand slowly reaching down his sheets, his rose-cheeked face lit by the screen of his phone, listening to cedric’s soft moans with nothing else but the friction of the sheets in the room. cedric sighs at the image of it, lower lip stuck between his teeth. this is something new to him, like so many things about jan had been new to him. cedric had always thought himself to be experienced… capable, at least, of giving his lover exactly what he wants. but he still finds himself faltering on anything outside of what they share between the sheets, although cedric is slowly putting together that it’s part of their sex live too. where cedric takes the lead in the bedroom, jan had taken his hand outside of it, and showed him exactly what he wanted, and cedric had found both comfort and pleasure in the dutchman’s bluntness.
mssg to: janneman <3 00:09 am oh 00:10 am ive never done that before 00:10 am what do you want me to do?
cedric’s heartbeat nearly rips through his chest, the vibrations of it reaching all the way through his pelvis. the fabric of his boxers is already starting to feel tight, and they hadn’t even started yet.
