#oof -

Tfw you're in the middle of class and something triggers your memory so you're suddenly remembering horrific things that happened to you and how you died over and over again in one of your timelines and you have to get through the rest of the day without breaking down

ajak does not surrender to any feelings of surprise in finding druig here.      not only because she had made it her duty to watch over them from afar but because of who she   knows   him to   be.      she would like to believe,      despite centuries of parted path ‘neath their belts,      that they are   all   still familiar entities to her bared soul.      in fact,      * she thinks she sees more now than her past self could ever have fooled herself into seeing.      it is both a logical and primal piece of knowledge she carries.      to   remember   him in all of his stages but to understand that she has   not   had the privilege of knowing who has   become   through the passages of time.      a fault of her own.      as she treks deeper into the forested green,      comes to see the village of people he lives among,      ajak   inhales   the   terms   of this acknowledgement and   exhales   any   expectations   away on the breeze.